Beyond The Pain

Volume 50: Focused Future

For Frozen

Immovable,

On Your knees

Your tears are muted.

Inside silent screams occupy.

For Your

Mind,

Is on emotional overload.

For Overthinking,

Is set on

seemingly instant replay.

For Must

Find a solution

to slow the pace,

Of the

seemingly runaway turbulence train.

Is carrying feelings

too deeply felt.

Fearing derailment.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Calm Your emotions.

For Your

Beyond The Pain,

For You

Must feel to heal;

Resulting in

Closed doors opened,

New chapter beginning.

Art Of Letting Go

Volume 50: Focused Future

For Take

The heart-wrenching pain,

And turn inwards

towards Your soul.

For Through,

Your soul

much darkness is filtered.

For Loosen

Your hold of him;

For He

Doesn't want you,

You're not 

what he needs.

So let him be.

For Don't

Cry,

Dry Your eyes.

Your strength is strong.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Never forget

You're a warrior.

Many battles You've won.

For Your

Art Of Letting Go,

Will release

The turmoil,

Replaced with clarity.

In Your Arms Not Kept

Volume 50: Focused Future

For A

Empty space

fills the void.

Longing is

Seemingly never-ending.

For What

You wanted to hold,

Has slipped away.

For Didn't

Want to stay.

For Realize,

Some people,

Need the comfort of others.

Yours doesn't qualify

Wasn't approved.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Feel unworthy.

Even though,

For In Your Arms Not Kept,

He was blinded;

Couldn't see

Your essence,

Your value of self-worth.

You Fall To Rise

Volume 50: Focused Future

For In

The trenches,

You seemingly lie.

Darkness

Is Your sight.

For You've

Lost all direction

Paths are blocked.

Trapped

No way out,

Illusions displayed.

You must realize,

Everything happens

for a reason.

For In

Your failures,

Hitting rock bottom:

Learning

Growing

Evolving......

takes place.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Just trust

The process.

For Your

You Fall To Rise,

From down below

To highest mountaintop,

You'll soar.

Silence So Loud

Volume 50: Focused Future

So quiet

No sound,

For Your

Voice is

seemingly muted.

Communication complication.

Though,

In Your mind,

The voices

are in desperate need

of a volume control option.

Overthinking running rampant.

For Rejected,

Abandoned

You feel.

Unworthiness entitled

becomes Your normal.

You must realize,

Some people

can't express emotions.

Their blocked

by fear.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

At certain times,

Words should

Be left unsaid.

For Your

Silence So Loud,

Within,

The blessings

Of growth

Are utilized.

Timed Closure

Volume 50: Focused Future

For 2 years,

So Many

Fallen tears.

Countless sleepless nights,

Holding a pillow

Instead of you.

You Must

Come to terms

with reality,

For He's

Not missing you.

You've already

Been replaced

Then forgotten.

Memories erased.

Must Accept,

Love sent

Isn't always reciprocated.

Only silence returned.

He fears

Your love,

Too unconditional.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your heartbreak

Results in healing.

For Your

Timed Closure,

Holds a silver lining,

Hidden blessings instilled.

Framed Teardrops

Volume 50: Focused Future

For the falling,

Is painful

Yet unforgettable

Mind embedded.

Bittersweet memories

Deeply wounded.

For each droplet,

Is captured

Bottled.

For lessons learned

Must be remembered,

Never forgotten.

No regression accepted,

Just progression forward.

Which results,

A stronger

Wiser updated version.

Becoming anew.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Life

May test you.

For Your

Framed Teardrops,

Are meant

To redirect

Your misguided steps.

Broken To Blessed

Volume 50: Focused Future

For In

Your heart,

Seemingly is overcrowded:

Too much emotion

So many regrets.

No escape exit,

To release

the pain.

For You 

Can't,

Silence unstoppable overthinking.

Requesting a do-over,

But, No

rewinding time

Request denied.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For In

Your suffering,

I'll bestow

You strength.

For You're

Broken To Blessed,

I'll replace

Anguish,

With a reward.

Pain To Promise

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For Your

Inner demons,

Voices are

Too loudly.

Must be muted.

Don't listen

Are lying deceivers.

For Within,

Your soul

Outshines,

The malicious monster's:

Running through

Your mind,

Hiding under

Your bed.

For You're protected

Never fear.

For Hope

Is always present.

Don't focus

On,

Situations on 

the surface,

Behind the scenes

Lies hidden realities.

Though, 

God says, 

Dear child,

For I

Control all outcomes.

For Your

Pain To Promise,

Is always

Disguised,

Only seemingly

Viewing a  negative result.

Feel To Heal

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For Your

Emotions,

Are overwhelming,

Too much,

For Your mind

To handle.

Though,

You know,

In order to heal,

Every emotion

Must be examined.

No shortcuts allowed.

For Don't

Fear,

The intensity,

Of unknown

Unexplained thoughts.

For It's

The passage in your journey.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For all feelings felt

Is a requirement.

For Your

Feel To Heal,

Will be painful,

But, A stronger warrior

Will emerge.

Tears Terminated

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For Dry

Your eyes,

You're so tired.

He's not worth

Your tears,

Your sleepless nights.

For He

Doesn't miss you,

You don't even

cross his mind.

Is relieved

You're moving on.

For Don't

Regret,

Loving him,

He probably

was love-starved.

Never feel "Too Much,"

For giving a man

Such an amazing love.

For You

Having a heart,

So full of love,

Is a gift

Not a curse.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You'll soon

Be located,

By the man

That deserves your heart.

For Your

Tears Terminated,

New love

Is entering the scene.

Shattered Soul

Volume 49: Purpose in Process

For You

Have seemingly,

Lost your direction

Compass misplaced.

For ice- cold tears

Cloud your vision.

For Screams

From within

are muted,

In an attempt to

numb the heartbreaking

inner struggle.

For My child,

Don't cry,

I'll embrace you

In My arms,

Wipe your eyes.

For a blessing

In disguise,

Is hidden

Will soon

be revealed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

No pain

Comes without reason.

For Your

Shattered Soul,

I'll remend,

To make anew.

Purpose In Process

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

What's your mission?

Your destined plan,

Universe activated

By God's voice.

For heavenly constructed,

Perfectly formed.

For no need

To fear

The unknown.

For Embrace,

The next step

Next level.

You're learning,

Growing

Evolving

All at once.

Receiving upgraded downloads,

Current knowledge.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

We are continuously

absorbing new data.

For Your

Purpose In Process,

Your intended destiny,

Will outreach

Your imagination.

Released Regrets

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For Your

Mind,

Thoughts,

Are seemingly trapped

Wrapped

Twisted in pain.

Searching for

an exit,

Must escape.

Too many memories

So many mistakes made.

No rewind available.

You're blaming

Yourself,

Full of

So much shame

Guilt.

Thinking this

is my Karma.

Proper decisions

wasn't chosen.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

All humans error.

For Your

Released Regrets,

Will empty

Your mind's

Toxic cargo.

Fragile Yet Faithful

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For You're

Exhausted

Weak,

Seemingly defeated.

For Victory

Isn't envisioned.

For Bravery

Is required,

Faith over fear.

Must pray

to God

for strength.

God walks

with you

in your trials.

Are never alone.

For take a deep breath

Be still.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You're stronger

Than you think.

For You're

Fragile Yet Faithful,

Your armor's

Made of steel.

Brokenly Rebuilt

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For In

Pieces,

Your heart

has been left.

For abandonedly felt,

Lonely was

Your immediate reaction.

As Your

tears fell,

You realized,

Shouldn't have

loved so deeply.

Most people

can't handle

too much intensity.

For they just run.

For Overthinking

Is set on replay,

For Regrets

Can't be rewound.

Unstoppable actions

already in motion.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Reassemble the remains.

For Know,

Feeling love intensely

Is your normal.

You're rare,

For only a select few.

For You're

Brokenly Rebuilt,

For I'll

Rearrange,

Your view

Will be

A breathtaking showcase.

Forsaken Love

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

For Your

Heart,

Has felt,

So much emotions

Feeling too deeply.

For That

One certain person.

Even though,

Your loving in vain.

For endless suffering

You endure.

For You

Made,

A heartbreaking mistake.

Should've kept

Your lips sealed.

But, Released

the truth instead.

For You

Opened,

Pandora's box,

When forbidden words

of I love you

was spoken,

Was unwise.

For You

Can't reverse

Your shedded tears.

For It

Was just one-sided love,

Never returned.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Never

Be ashamed for caring.

For Your

Forsaken Love,

There's a

ray of hope,

For I've

Already molded

Your speciality.

Carefully Chosen

Volume 49: Purpose In Process

There're Many

Roads,

That We

must travel.

Facing which ones

to choose.

There're Many

Doors,

We must

Decide,

To close

Or walk through.

For Decisions,

Must be

Made clear-minded.

For The

Cost of consequences,

Can result

in a high

price to pay.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll provide

Correct information.

For Your

Carefully Chosen,

I'll ensure

Only a proper choice.

Heart Padlocked

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For You

Love too intensely,

For Called,

You're "Too Much"

Then ashamed

You become.

For Expected

To decrease

Your emotions,

But, Loving deeply

Is Your normal.

Can't control,

Like a seemingly

light switch.

For You

Must quickly hide

these emotions,

Can't scare

away potential love.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Erase Your pain.

For Your

Heart Padlocked,

In due time,

I will

Locate the key.

Unleashed Fire

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For Started

As a spark

An ember,

Has been hidden.

Below the surface.

Kept quiet,

No sound

No movement.

For Stirring

In Your

Heart

Soul,

You're feeling

A shift processing.

For The

Temperature increases,

An updated

Foundation forming.

For Change

Is required.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For The

Heat can't be contained.

For Your

Unleashed Fire,

Is rising 

Up from the ashes.

Pain Beautified

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For Your

Inner demons voices

Speaking,

Too loudly

Too fast.

Dear God:

Please quiet

Mute,

Stop their chatter.

For Your

Emotions,

Are too intense,

Even Your

Fears are frightened.

Wanting to hide

But, Can't move.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Calm their turmoil.

For Your

Pain Beautified,

I'll replace

Pain with peace,

Reframe the picture

Into a 

Glorious view.

Kept Secret Silenced

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

Many years,

For Your

Never,

Breathed a word,

Stayed quiet.

Only God knew.

Then decision decided,

To release

To speak,

Your hidden truth.

But,

Though,

You didn't

Think it through.

For consequences of heart

Emotions,

Wasn't taken

into consideration.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

A disguised blessing

Is soon to surface.

For Your

Kept Secret Silenced,

Your reveal

To him:

Of I love you

Was rejected.

Pained Heart Renewed

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For Deep

In regret

You've fallen.

For Your

Mistakes,

Are Karma

Snake bitten.

For The

Damage upon

Your heart,

You've brought.

Can't reverse

Your actions.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Hold You

Close to ease

Your hurt.

For Your

Pained Heart Renewed,

I'll remold,

Shining flawlessly.

New Beginning Manifested

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For some doors,

Must be seemingly

Shut

Locked

Bolted

Cemented,

Must protect

Your energy.

Burn Your bridges

Block all avenues.

For New

Thoughts

Roads,

Must be created

Built.

Accessibility granted.

Replacing old with new

Updated.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For New

Opportunities,

Are on

the horizon.

For Your

New Beginning Manifested,

Will be unimaginable.

Razor-Sharp Scar

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For Your

Feelings are

Too much

To handle,

Emotional turmoil enabled.

Thoughts become overwhelming.

For One-Sided love

Is the most painful,

For It

Cuts the deepest.

Love sent

But, Never returned,

You've been abandoned.

For Your

Smile,

Seemingly hides

the heartbreak.

But, Your tear-stained face

reveals the truth.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Stitch Your wound.

For Your

Razor-Sharp Scar,

Will no longer

be visible.

Shined Soul

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

In Your

Heart,

You're seemingly bleeding,

With emotional

overwhelming heartbreak.

In Your

Eyes,

Your teardrops

freeze upon

your face,

For redirection

Of feelings emerges.

Must gather

Your strength,

Refocus Your thoughts.

In Your

Head,

Your seemingly

Runaway overthinking,

Has Your mind

trapped like a cage.

Can't release

the pressure

of painful memories.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You're unique.

For Your

Shined Soul,

Is the

brightest star.

Heartfelt Hold

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

For In

Your soul,

It seemingly shines.

Heart-filled

Overflowing,

With  emotional love.

For You're

Waiting,

To bestow

Your love to another.

But, No one

has been selected.

For You

Pray,

Dear God,

Please position

him in my view.

For Don't

Want to feel unloved,

Feel not enough 

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'm

In the midst

Of his creation.

For Your

Heartfelt Hold,

Soon he'll

be held.

Inner Revealed

Volume 48: Unfolding Universe

Full of mystery

You conceal.

For In

Your silence,

Secrets within hidden.

Emotions are ever-changing,

From low to high

Normal to intense,

Quite too quickly

to comprehend.

For In

The depths

of Your mind,

Secrets seemingly buried,

Like skeletons

in Your closet.

Terrified  of being located.

For You

Must find

a middle ground.

Must learn

to balance

the scales.

Though,

God says,

Deat child,

For Your

Emotions,

I'll reposition.

For Your

Deepest thoughts

Inner Revealed.

Heart Of Warrior

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

Up from under

the darkened burned ashes,

Seemingly from

Permanently shattered

Dreams

Memories,

Of questionable decisions

decided too quickly.

You rise.

With sword in hand

Enveloped in armor

Fearless You stand.

Awaiting Your enemies surrender.

For peace lies within.

For Can't

Let regrets,

Mistakes

Control Your destiny.

For lessons learned

Then move on

Still Your mind.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Heart,

Was specially created.

For I

Bestowed You

Heart Of Warrior.

Emotions Embraced

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For Millions

Tears shedded,

For Heartbreak

Forever Seemingly,

Broken

Permanently shattered.

For Must

Stay focused,

For Your emotions

Can be harnessed.

In that moment,

Every feeling felt:

Happy

Sad 

Frustated

Confused

Complicated.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't be

Ruled by fear.

For Your

Emotions Embraced,

Flowing through

Your interior.

Memories Memorized

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For every detail

You'll never forget,

Even amnesia

can't take ahold.

Remembering,

Only results in pain.

For memories

Is all that remains.

So bittersweet.

For Your

Teardrops,

Countless oceans filled.

On replay

there're viewed.

Your mind's

constantly rewinding.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

My plan 

Is greater

Than yours.

For Your

Memories Memorized,

Keep heart held,

But, release

Your struggle within.

For I'll

Rearrange the circumstances,

Bestowing You

A disguised blessing.

Heart Protected

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For be wise,

When Your

feelings deepen.

For Ensure

You have distance

to avoid misinterpretation.

Don't believe

there's hope,

When His

actions speak differently.

For He's

Silent,

For a reason.

You have 

no position

in his existence,

You don't qualify.

Must apply elsewhere.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Loving

Before thinking

can be painful.

For Your

Heart Protected,

For Now

Keep hidden.

Perhaps with time,

Can be located

For a safe love.

Tear Torned

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

Upon Your eye

A jaggered edge,

Left residue

of heartbreak.

For Done

Damaged seemingly

beyond repair.

For Your

Tear ducts,

Unavailable for service

Under maintenance.

For Your 

Heart,

Feeling empty

Hollow within.

Where love 

once thrived.

Has vacated premises.

For Your

Mind,

Racing thoughts

Restructing results

Overthinking running rampant.

For Your

Brain's,

A runaway train

Derail activated.

Though, 

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Embrace Your emotions.

For Your

Tear Torned,

I'll reclaim

Your heartbreak,

So peace

Will replace.

Unloved Regret

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For Your

Messages,

Had failure

to communicate,

Complete frustration

Major confusion

Left dumbfounded.

No response,

Radio silence

For It's

Deafening.

Your ears

Seemingly bleeding.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Unloved Regret,

Your love sent

But, not received.

Though wait,

All isn't lost.

I've intervened,

For I'll

Ensure a

Solid connection.

Love Redesigned

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For Your

Love was left behind,

Out in the cold

Warmth denied.

For don't cry,

Someday,

Regret will cross his mind.

But, It's too late

Only option of moving on.

For embrace singleness,

For Understand,

I'm preparing greatness

In Your Waiting Season.

Be patient.

Soon instilled.

Though, 

God says,

Dear child,

For He'll

Be created from perfection.

For Your

Love Redesigned,

His molding,

I'll complete

In Divine timing.

Pained Silence

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

Tears falling

as You type,

No response

Is Your only reply.

For he's 

Uncaring

Cold-hearted

Emotionally unavailable.

For child,

You're not

Worth his time,

For he's

Occupied with distractions.

You're not needed.

Though,

God says,

Deat child,

Your love

Deserves to be reciprocated.

For Your

Pained Silence,

Will be replaced with:

Sound of

I love you.

Hidden Blessing

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For Your

Demons within rise,

As Your

Cold-hearted tears

fall then freeze.

When surfaced

Must be contained,

To prevent

further suffering.

For My child,

For Your dream turned nightmare,

Betrayal will

be judges by Karma.

He never loved You

Never cared,

Never recognized

Your self-worth.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For he

Wasn't meant for You.

For Your

Hidden Blessing,

Is true love,

Which appears,

When Your

Heartbreak ceases.

Illusion Recognized

Volume 47: Reality Realigned

For Look

More closely,

Need to view,

The truth

Not a lie.

Can't afford

wasted time.

For Must

Realize,

Not everything

as it seems.

For there are in disguise

Appearing welcoming,

But, entry denied.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll 

Make Your path clear.

For Your

Illusion Recognized,

You'll choose

The perfect choice,

For I'll

Provide Your instructions.

Pain's Purpose

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For Your

Pain,

Is too intense

Seemingly unbearable.

Your heart's,

Under construction

Maintenance required

Emotionally closed.

For God,

Has the required tools,

So perfectly repaired

it will be.

For Stop

Living in the past,

Can't rewrite

Your mistakes.

To dwell on,

Only buys

You more pain.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

In Your

Heartbreak,

Your hurting

Has reason.

For Your

Pain's Purpose,

Is to instill,

A next level

More evolved You.

Moving Passed Pain

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For You're

Filled with regret,

For believing 

A fairy tale illusion.

How could

You be so naive?

When knowing,

That's the

recipe of one-sided love.

For You

Had blinders on.

For You

Must be wise

When caring too much,

Your heart

Becomes an easier target.

With nightmarish results.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I've been

Working behind the scenes.

For Your

Moving Passed Pain,

Once through

Your traveled valley,

The mountaintop

Will reveal

Your answered prayer.

Blessed Heartbreak

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For Your

Ice-cold teardrops

Seemingly shattered soul,

Leaving You

in a state

of regret.

Can't rewind

the past,

Undo Your mistake.

Must accept,

Your one-sided love

Only brought pain.

Must regather 

Your thoughts,

Take a 

deep breath.

Breathe.

For Remember:

When You

choose unwisely,

Don't dwell

Just move on.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For All

Your pain has purpose.

For Your 

Blessed Heartbreak,

Was necessary

So My plan

Can unfold.

Future Feared

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For You

can't view

Your forefront,

For What

is on the horizon?

Must know

Can't just assume.

For Need

to make decisions,

But, What to question?

So confused

Can't compute

the data.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must practice faith.

For Your

Future Feared,

I'll clear

Your insecurities.

Hostaged Heart

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For seemingly trapped,

Tightly held

No escaping

No release.

For Your

Soul,

Needs replenishing

Restored.

For Your

Brokenness,

Stained teardrops

Captive heart

Soul emotionally scarred.

For Your

Heart, 

Is seemingly damaged

due to

pain within,

For heartbreak

Cuts too deep.

For My child,

I'll choose

the perfect choice.

No need

to cry.

For You'll

Not be left unloved.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Loosen Your heart's hold.

For Your

Hostaged Heart,

My angels

Will rescue.

Blessed Pain

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

As Your

Tears are shedding,

Your heart

Seemingly breaks

into a million pieces.

Only silent inner turmoil

is felt,

For Numbness

Is Your remaining emotion.

For Regrets

You tightly hold,

But, Must release.

For Our

Trials we experience

are teachable lessons,

Not meant

as a punishment.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Life

Is a continuous learning tool.

For Your

Blessed Pain,

Will instill

You to become stronger

In the midst

Of Your darkness.

Soul Rewired

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For You've

Lost the connection

Can't get through,

Silence is all that's received.

An assumption

is Your only option.

For Your mind,

Is so uninformed

So confused,

Without new data.

Information to update

the situation is required.

For Inside

You're feeling,

A disconnection

from self.

Must reprogram

Your thoughts.

Adjust Your focus.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I’ve

Prepared for reconnection.

For Your

Soul Rewired,

Will be

Infused with

My Godly love.

Power Propelled

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For Hidden

From view

You were,

For You

Felt had to conceal Your emotions.

For People

Won't understand,

Would just judge.

For Faith over fear

Must be chosen,

Can't waver

over decision.

For Peace over pain

Is Your saving grace,

Don't allow

discontent to manifest.

Always choose

Positive over negative.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Soul is energized.

For Your

Power Propelled,

Will soon

Emerge to the surface.

Heart Resurrected

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

Heartbreak aftermath:

Seemingly,

Broken

Tear-stained

Non-functioning,

Far beyond numb.

For Regrets,

Is all that remains

of Your dream,

Turned shattered nightmare.

For Your

Emotions,

Seemingly are frozen

running in a loop,

Set on replay.

Where a moment,

You thought

was special,

Meant more.

But, You

Were so wrongly mistaken,

Was just an illusion.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Repair the damage.

For Your

Heart Resurrected,

Will be restarted

By My Godly choosing,

For he will

Reciprocate Your love.

Becoming Anew

Volume 46: Becoming Anew

For Broken

Hopeless,

You were.

For You've risen,

From the ashes

Of Your former self.

Your present

is now

in charge,

Not Your past.

For You're

Amazing

Unique,

Don't let

Other's opinions

Diminish Your self-worth.

For You're

A diamond,

Not an ordinary stone 

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You're molded perfectly.

For You're

Becoming Anew,

Will soon

Astonish the people.

Predetermined Dimension

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For space

And time

are involved,

In the divine plan

the universe

sets in motion.

By God's timetable

Not ours.

For many

Paths,

Different roads

To choose

To travel.

For weigh

Your options,

For consequences

Will occur.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Choice will be special.

For Your

Predetermined Dimension,

Will position

You to the highest level.

Chosen Season

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For even though,

You can't

see it clearly now,

Doesn't automatically

result in

a non-existent state.

For sometimes,

You just

have to believe,

Have faith

in the unseen.

Don't be afraid,

For God

Guides Your steps.

For Your

Darkness will lift,

And light will replace

And shinning brightly

will surface.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your lantern

Will always be lit.

For Your

Chosen Season,

Will soon

Reveal hidden blessings

Beyond Your imagination.

Positioned Perfectly

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

Out of alignment

You may just be,

For You're

So frustrated

So confused,.

Decisions delayed.

For You

Must be grounded,

Stability still.

For Impact

Of emotions

can be overwhelming,

Must be prepared.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll 

Keep the timing in focus.

For You're

Positioned Perfectly,

For Receiving

All of

My tremendous

Godly blessings.

Aura Ascended

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For Your

Light illumination

is dimnmed,

Trapped within.

For Releasing

It's vital

For Your growth.

For You

Must progress

into the next level.

For Your

Energy is uncontainable,

Needed spreaded wings

Endless space to breathe.

For Godly Glow Divinity

Is entering

the scene.

For God says,

Dear child,

My magnificence manor 

Sets the stage.

For Your

Aura Ascended,

Will soon become

Our upgraded

Light source.

Love Wasted

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For You

Loved him,

But, kept it a secret

Only God knew.

So buried the emotions

deep within.

For Timing

Was unfavorable

And he felt differently.

For you two

Lives separated.

Now met again

Many years later,

You finally 

tell him the truth,

For the emotions resurfaced.

To only

get rejected.

Heart seemingly

becomes shattered

into a million pieces.

You now,

Regret being honest.

Some secrets

Should never

Be spoken out loud.

A very

Heart-wrenching

lesson learned.

Never let

Your heart

experience one-sided love.

For It's

Never returned.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I will reconnect

The broken pieces.

For Your

Love Wasted,

I'll replenish

The love unreciprocated.

New Love Manifested

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

Past pains

are embedded

within your soul.

For Your

Heart is seemingly torn into,

Ripped apart

by your expectations.

For You

Expected "too much" :

"Too much" love

To be reciprocated.

For Learn

To be patient

Wait,

God is still

writing your love story,

Making needed revisions.

For The process

Must go

through the course

before completion

is acquired.

Just breathe.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I have

Constructed speciality

Just for you.

For Your

New Love Manifested,

Will soon

Bloom into

The natural realm.

Not Today Means Just Not Now

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For You're

Wanting an answer immediately,

No waiting.

But, Silence

is all you hear,

So deafening

upon your ears.

They seemingly

bleed with pain.

For Answers

You seek:

Are you prepared?

Can you bear,

What you'll

have to accept?

For You

Must pray,

For Realize

That God,

Will strengthen

Your soul

Your spirit.

For God says,

Dear child,

You don't

walk alone,

On Your

journey through the valley.

For Remember:

Not Today Means Just Not Now,

For Patience

Must take place.

For Your blessings,

Are not always

answered With a "YES"

But, With a "WAIT"

Faith-Filled

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For You're

Afraid

Scared

Confused,

Undecided to what

decision to choose.

For Fear

Has taken ahold,

Bounded by darkness.

For You

Must remember,

You can't control

chaotic situations,

But, God can.

For What

Seems to us impossible

Is possible to Him.

For Lift

Your hands in prayer,

Give God your burdens

Trust Him by faith,

Not what you see.

For He

Operates behind the scenes,

So have patience.

For God says,

Dear child,

I perform miracles.

For You're

Faith-Filled,

No enemy

Can defeat.

Soul Searched

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For distinguishing

Your identity

from others,

Is seemingly vital.

In order,

For Your personality

Character

Must be categorized,

For You 

Seek validation

Approval.

For You

Feel You don't belong

Misplaced.

For You

Need to feel grounded

Quicksand captured.

Please God,

Take my hand

I'm disappearing

into darkness.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You're Heavenly protected.

For Your

Soul Searched,

Has already

Been researched,

For surpassed

Divinely Order.

Door Destined

Volume 45: Instilled Waiting

For So

Many to choose from,

Which one

is the right choice?

Can't make

a mistake,

Consequence too expensive.

Future foretold

But, only God knows.

For Don't rush,

Think

Pause

Pray,

Wait a minute

Take a deep breath.

Then choose

Very wisely,

For praying,

It's the perfect decision.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Blessing,

Is very near.

For Your

Door Destined,

For opening,

Your "Why you

couldn't settle" reason,

Is standing

In My Glory,

Will be presented.

Denied Love

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Your

Emotions run too deeply,

Too intense,

For Most

People can't comprehend

Your depth.

Don't understand:

How could your feelings

become instilled

upon Your soul?

Are so embedded,

Like Your

Seemingly signature.

For You

Can't explain,

How your

feelings,

Run like a

Seemingly bottomless ocean.

For Those

Who can't relate,

Any explanation

You give

Will only

Leave them more confused.

As an endnote:

You know,

That God,

Is now behind the scenes,

Constructing,

Your love story

To unfold

In His divine timing.

Though,

For God says,

Dear child,

Don't cry over him,

For Your

Choice was decided too quickly.

For Your

Denied Love,

For My chosen,

Have perfected

So divinely,

For he

Will be able

To handle

Your fiery intensity.

Deadline Daydream

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Hourglass

Running out,

Time's almost up,

No extension granted

For No

Plan B exists.

For Must 

Readjust your thinking,

Refocus

Pause 

Pray.

For God,

Is aware

of your fears,

So don't believe

that He doesn't care.

For He

Loves you the most

Above them all.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Time

Is controlled

By Me.

For Your

Deadline Daydream,

For Your

Sleep won't

Be disturbed,

For deadline terminated.

Love Frozened

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Still

It's positioned,

For It's

Freeze-framed

Immovable.

For Your

Heartbeats,

Are seemingly trapped in time.

Can hardly

catch your breath,

About to pass out:

Please God,

Protect my fall.

Jump-start

My heart

I've flatlined.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Make your heart anew.

For Your

Love Frozened,

I'll unfreeze,

Revealing your

One true love.

Love Divined

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For You're

Too attached

to your loneliness,

Must be separated.

For no hand

To reach for,

For no lips

To press against.

For You're wondering:

Will I

Forever be alone?

As your tears

stream down your face,

You begin

To pray,

Dear God,

Please bestow me

With Your chosen one.

Silently sitting

Awaiting His answer:

My child,

Perfection can't

be rushed,

Have patience,

Trust me

Wait 

Be still.

For Dear child,

Your tears

I've already bottled.

For Your

Love Divined,

I design

With greatness,

So special care

Is required

To construct.

Pain Paused

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Being

One with Your emotions,

Is halted

Is stopped.

For Numbness

Is seemingly permanent,

Can't be changed.

For Emptiness

Inside Your soul,

Only seemingly dwells

Space unfilled.

For Needed

Clarity,

Must be seen,

Cleared vision

For positive outcome.

Negativity will

derail Your thinking,

Poison Your spirit.

Must protect

Your soul,

Never let

Your light

be dimmed by others.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Release Your

Inner demons.

For Your

Pain Paused,

Will be replaced,

With My Godly love.

Day Destined

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Searching

For Meaning,

Your purpose in life.

For God,

Delivers your results.

For Pray,

He will answer.

Don't get discouraged,

Your reply

May not

be immediate,

Be patient

Wait.

For Don't

Let overthinking,

Complicate

Confuse

Your decisions.

For Pause,

Pray,

Divine Timing

Plays a special role,

For God,

Is in control.

For God says,

Dear child,

For This

Time will

Be forever remembered.

For Your

Day Destined,

Will soon

Be Glorified.

Energy Ignited

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For Your 

Dark thoughts

Emotions,

Cloud your mind.

For Depression

Sets in,

Takes ahold.

Scattered pain

Can't contain,

Too much

to handle

Bear.

For Your

Heart is

so confused.

Feelings too strong

Powerful,

Overwhelmed overload.

For You

Need to refocus

Your attention,

For You're

In vital 

need of recharging.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Relight your candle.

For Your

Energy Ignited,

Soul will burn

Forever so brightly.

Closured Heart

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For You're

Feeling not whole

Incomplete,

For You're

Searching for details

More information.

Need to fill

The seemingly

spaces in your soul.

For You're

Seeking closure.

For Your

Tears won't stop falling,

For Rethink

Your position,

You're in charge

of your emotions.

For Dry

Your eyes,

My sweet child,

God whispers.

For Stand

Your ground,

Regain your power.

For some people

Don't care

if they hurt you,

For Forgive

Pray for them,

For their wrapped in pain.

Need your prayers

Need to heal.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Rebuild your soul's interior.

For I'll

Readjust your thoughts.

For Your

Closured Heart,

Now,

The process

Of moving on

Can proceed.

Butterfly Beautified

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For You

Retreated into

a cocoon,

You entered.

For Your

Pain had

to turn to peace,

For Your

Tears had

to be glorified.

For Your wings

Are unfolding,

For Silence

Sweeps the land.

For You're

In full view,

Center stage apprehended.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Raise the curtain.

For You're

Butterfly Beautified,

Is a breathtaking,

Scarred-covered warrior.

Destiny Delivered

Volume 44: Destiny Delivered

For You're

Searching for answers,

Only resulting in

more questions

than responses.

Back at

square one

The beginning.

For You're standing,

At the crossroads

of life,

For Which path,

Do you choose?

For Pray,

For guidance.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll 

Reveal all

Your answers

In due time.

For Your

Destiny Delivered,

Arrival is

Upon the horizon.

Evolving Immediately

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For picture

Is still,

Frame is frozen.

Your heartbeat

Is seemingly

running rampant,

You're learning

You're growing

All at once.

Energy's too charged

Take a deep breath.

For your mistakes,

Are not regrets

But, lessons learned.

For your tears

For your pain,

All purpose driven.

Part of

God's divine plan

No coincidences.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

My timing

Of your life

Is right

On schedule.

For Your

Evolving Immediately,

Will place

Your new version,

In the

Present time frame.

Husband Halted

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For there're

So many

in matrimony bliss,

Though,

You're all alone.

No one to love

To call your own.

For not enough,

Your mind

is whispering.

For loneliness,

Is your

best friend.

For your

Heart has

seemingly become numb.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Believe in

Sudden open doors.

For Your

Husband Halted,

I'll restart

The process,

Then propel him

Into your arms.

Emotions Upgraded

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For too many tears

Have been cried

Have fallen,

Eyes are swollen.

For numbness

In Your heart

Has already

Been embedded,

Seemingly permanent fixture.

For You

Can't sleep,

For Only 

Nigtmares You dream.

For You

Can't distinguish

Reality from fantasy.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Guide Your decisions.

For Your

Emotions Upgraded,

Will elevate You,

To My

Highest level

Of greatness.

Named Suddenly

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For recheck

Your spelling,

May need

to rewrite

Can't make mistakes.

For with

Given time,

It'll become normal

Not sound so new.

For hearing

The words,

Smile you'll form.

For special emotions

Your heart embraces.

For now,

You're seen differently.

Though from

a positive viewpoint.

For God says,

Dear child,

Will be written

With the finest pen.

For Your

Named Suddenly,

I'll ensure

It'll be

A forever ending.

Bells Beloved

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For down

the aisle

You'll proceed,

In covered veil.

Special day

for fiancee

has begun.

Your fiance,

Beside the preacher

He stands.

Patiently waiting,

To make

You his wife.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll bless

Your Holy Union.

For Your

Bells Beloved

Will ring,

As My

Heavenly Angels Sings.

Materialized Matrimony

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For You

have questions:

Will I always be single?

Will I always be alone?

Even though,

You don't

need another's validation,

You're wondering:

It would be

nice to

have someone

to discuss

Your feelings with.

Your dreams:

Embraced in

that person's arms,

To feel

their love

racing through

Your soul.

To feel

their stare

of eternal love

Eternal admiration,

A forever connection

Never-ending.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Love story

Is already written.

For Your

Materialized Matrimony,

Will soon

Come into vision.

Timed Purpose

Volune 43: Sacred Season

For clock

Has been preset,

Turntable locked.

Pages filled

Words already spoken

Story completed.

Designed destiny

set in motion,

In order,

For mission deadline completion.

Must focus

No procrastination.

Though,

Gof says,

Dear child,

For My

Timing is perfect.

For Your

Timed Purpose,

Will reveal 

Bountiful bestowed blessings,

Your Divine Provision.

Blessed Breaking

Volume 43: Sacred Season

In the midst

of the cracking,

Your heart's

feeling of calm emotions.

Fear into faith

Negative into positive.

Heartbeat is

slow and steady.

For know,

That in every trial,

Lies a purpose

Lies a reason,

Trying to teach us.

For don't despair,

Be grateful

Show an

attitude of gratitude.

For know,

That God,

Always bestows

blessings of

His best.

Bountiful

Perfect

Flawless.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Drape You

In gold.

For Your

Blessed Breaking,

Isn't painful,

Is yet

Quite beautiful.

Oppressed One

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For uncomfortable

You're feeling,

For out of place

You position.

For You've

Always felt

You didn't belong,

Isolated.

For Your

Need to feel normal

Is essential.

But, You

Need to realize

You're not 

Inadequate,

You're unique

Rare.

For You

Have no reason

to feel inferior,

For You're

Already pefectly formed.

For Your

Fire,

In Your spirit

Is specially selected.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Reprogram Your mindset.

For Your

Oppressed One,

Should be honored,

For You're

Moulded by

God's grace.

Sacred Season

Volume 43: Sacred Season

For So

Many seasons

You'll travel through.

For So

Many learned lessons,

Blessings disguised 

in Your pain.

Suffering isn't

without purpose.

For each season

Weather varies,

One season

storm rages,

While calm

from another.

No two

the same,

Energy produces

different variables.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Still the waters.

For Your

Sacred Season,

For I'll

Rain down,

Endless blessings

Out of

The Pearly Gates Of Heaven.

Scorned Singleness

Volume 42: Divine Calling

There are couples,

But, You're

standing alone.

No one

to ask:

How was Your day?

For Your

Bitterness takes ahold.

For Your

Need for companionship

is seemingly vital,

For the

Long lonely nights

are just

too much

to bear.

For You pray,

Dear God,

Please send me

a spouse.

Don't want

to grow old,

To be

left unwed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Plan the ceremony.

For Your

Scorned Singleness,

Is actually,

Predetermined time

I set,

To prepare You

For Your

Marital Season.

Silent Soulmate

Volume 42: Divine Calling

 

For Your

Reached out hand,

Has no one

to take

ahold of,

For invisibility

Is the

only characteristic there is.

Does he even exist?

For Your

Needed hug request,

Has been deleted.

For shedding tears,

Is seemingly

Your only friend

Besides loneliness.

For emptiness enters.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Silent Soulmate,

Isn't a

Figment of

Your imagination,

For one day,

You'll hear

A knock

Upon Your door.

Divined Daydream

Volume 42: Divine Calling

For upon

Your need

to build a

realized reality,

Truth

No falsehood.

No room for doubt,

Perfect process

must be formed.

For closure

Of Your eyes,

Sending You into

a state of bliss,

Off to dreamland

Nirvana entered.

For thoughts,

You'll only

envision positivity,

For negativity

Will cloud

Your judgment.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For listen closely,

Hear My

Angels singing:

Hallelujah!

For Your

Divined Daydream,

I'll write

Like a storybook,

With My

Most High Honor.

Light In The Darkness

Volume 42:  Divine Calling

For others

Never take

the time

to understand,

No

They just judge.

For You

Feel not enough

as a result.

Even though,

You know,

You're more

than enough,

Your flame

Is brighter

than others. 

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

Outshine the universe,

Light up

The sky.

For You're

Light In The Darkness,

Your lantern

Within,

Has everlasting oil.

Brokenly Blessed

Volume 42: Divine Calling

For pieces,

Like within

a puzzle 

scattered about.

Though holding,

A shiny 

Sparkling

Color coat covering.

For You're 

Seemingly unwhole

Bearing pain,

Left distraught.

Grasping for ahold

Of Your sanity,

For Your

Reality may crossover

into the unknown.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Position You

In the present.

For You're

Brokenly Blessed.

Even though,

You're hurting

While healing,

Is resulting in

A reformed

Heart like anew.