That Ship 🚢 Already Sailed ⛵️

Volume 70: Divine Perspective 

For he

Took advantage 

Of my trust :

Lied

Then truth

was revealed 

Felt like a fool.

I WON'T 

Trust TWICE.

For That Ship 🚢 

Already Sailed ⛵️:

For that ship 🚢 

Was carrying 

Our 28 1/2 years 

Friendship 

That he sacrificed.

Erased From Existence

Volume 70: Divine Perspective 

There's NO 

missing him.

There's NO love.

There's ONLY 

Massive regret 

And disgust.

Should accept reality.

For he shouldn't 

Expect :

Phone call

Text.

For he'll be

Waiting forever

For that contact.

For communication  

Has been rewritten.

NO words spoken

ONLY silence is

Muted response.

For he has been

Erased From Existence.

Destiny Activating....

Volume 70: Divine Perspective 

For hidden within

the silence :

You're transforming 

A powerful vessel 

You're ascending 

into anew.

For future visions 

are instilling.

For past learned lessons

are embraced :

For guilt

For regrets 

Are a

TOO time - consuming 

wasted energy.

CAN'T NEVER 

change the past.

For the present 

Beckons your attention :

Focus ONLY on

your current level.

FOR NOW :

You're evolving 

Destiny Activating....

Not Taking Accountability Equals Permanent Consequences

Volume 70: Divine Perspective 

I was such a fool

for trusting him;

For he's unable

to be honest.

NEVER even

admitted he lied.

For I SO regret 

the day

I met him.

Though,

So many

learned lessons

from his

narcissistic tactics

was a blessing in disguise

for voicing goodbye.

For he

NEVER even apologized;

Not taking ANY responsibility 

for his actions.

For him

Not Taking Accountability 

Equals Permanent Consequences 

Of my

Permanent distance 

And him 

ONLY hearing crickets.

Forgiveness DOESN'T Mean Access

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

For when

ONLY lies spoken;

When trust

was given :

ONLY PERMANENT 

distance and silence results.

For pathological liars 

ALL trust denied.

They ONLY have

selfish intentions instilled.

For their presence 

In your life terminated.

For Forgiveness 

DOESN'T Mean Access.

Breaking No-Contact ISN'T On My Agenda

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

For he's expects

to hear my voice?

He's delusional 

Already been muted.

For ONLY 

Distance

My absence

Will be

in his presence

I WON'T be seen.

For his access

In my life

Has been

PERMANENTLY  deleted.

For Breaking

No-Contact 

ISN'T On My Agenda.

For He's Waiting On Contact He'll NEVER Receive

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

With cell in his hands he holds....

Holds with anticipation.

CAUTION ⚠️

DON'T hold

Your breath 

You WON'T breathe

Causing suffocation.

For his fragile narcissistic ego

CAN'T accept

The reality of truth.

If he wants

to waste his time

That's his prerogative. 

Though, 

For He's Waiting On Contact 

He'll NEVER Receive.

My Silence Equals Leave Me Alone

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

I DON'T MISS YOU

I REGRET YOU 

I wish

I HAD NEVER MET YOU. 

Stay away 

No-Contact 

To NEVER be broken.

He sacrificed

our friendship 

when he lied:

GAME OVER

PERMANENT GOODBYE!

For his narcissistic ego thinks

that he can rebuild the trust:

NO

He ALREADY burnt that bridge 🌉. 

He SHOULD OF NEVER LIED.

Liars CAN'T be trusted.

So he SHOULD STOP

Being delusional 

My Silence Equals 

Leave Me Alone. 

My Sign Of Silence Is Just NOT What You Were Expecting

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

For

Calls

Voicemails 

Late-nights texts...

You're waiting for?

Though,

NONE sent.

DON'T be

SO delusional.

I deleted you

From my life

Many years ago.

For I've already

Left social media:

Boundary Enforced.

For Pay Attention:

Read in between the lines.

There is

"NO US"

And NEVER will be. 

For I've been

Sending you 

A silent message 

Though, 

You're NOT paying attention:

For My Sign Of Silence Is Just NOT What You Were Expecting.

New Digits Replaced The Old: Consequences Due To Lies

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

 For you entering 

 Old

 Expired 

 Digits

 WON'T be accepted

 Denied.

 DON'T waste your time.

 NO

 You DIDN'T 

 Enter them incorrectly either:

For are just wrong. 

You should just move on.

 STOP attempting 

 to access my life.

 For New Digits

 Replaced The Old:

 Consequences Due To Lies.

Reality Check: Think Twice Before You Lie

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

In the past,

For behind 

Closed doors 

With a heavy heart 

I cried.

For his lies:

Destroyed the trust 

Sacrificed our friendship 

ONLY a stranger 

In my eyes now.

Was it worth it?

For the Stranger Status is PERMANENT.

In the

Present tense,

Eyes dried

Heart healed 

DON'T care anymore  

About how he feels.

Lesson Of 2019:

For DON'T think

A long-time friend 

WON'T lie to you;

They most certainly WILL.

I WILL ALWAYS regret trusting him SO easily 

NEVER again.

Be Wise,

Reality Check:

Think Twice 

Before You Lie.

I'll NEVER Be NO Man's Wife

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

For the silence is peaceful.

If in search of drama

I'll watch a soap opera.

The narcissist's man

Is a pathological liar.

For neither his words

OR calculated actions

can be trusted.

Incapable of being trustworthy.

For he

Should NEVER approach

with an engagement proposal 

DON'T even ask.

Answer already NO.

DON'T waste

your finances;

DON'T even buy.

Be wise

Keep your 💍 receipt.

I'll NEVER Be

NO Man's Wife.

Remain Where You Are You're NOT Allowed To Return

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment 

DON'T be naive

In thinking 

Believing 

That I'm your property.

I'll NEVER be yours

I belong to NO man.

I'm single.

Trusting 

Believing

in you 

I'll FOREVER regret.

Your lies equals

Your deletion 

from my life.

You've been erased

You're nonexistent.

SO DON'T 

Contact me in any matter

NONE at all.

Your choices 

had profound consequences.

Remain Where You Are 

You're NOT Allowed To Return.

My Permanent Silence Of My Muted Voice

Volume 69: Evolving Empowerment

No tears

No sadness 

No regretting closed doors.

For at 3AM

His mind wonders:

Is she alone?

OR 

Being held?

Correct answer 

NOT found.

No apologies 

No explanations 

No heart-to-heart conversation 

For ALL are blocked 

By My Permanent Silence Of My Muted Voice.

Echo Of My Absence

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

For it's quiet; 

Though,

In the far-off distance 

an unsettling feeling occurs. 

Loneliness perhaps.

For once

Where I stood 

is now empty.

NO trace

NO DNA.

The feeling you sense:

The ONLY evidence 

of my presence 

Is the Echo Of My Absence.

Permanent Separation: Is My Silence Definition

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

For he's 

Waiting 

Wasting time:

For he's delusional 

Thinking I'll return.

NEVER EVEN crossed my mind.

His learned lesson

He'll NEVER FORGET:

Embedded in his memory.

DON'T EVER USE people 

to your advantage.

For karma will follow.

My muted voice 

Should of

have spoken

in my behalf.

Though,

For his massive narcissistic ego

WON'T allow him

to accept the truth.

For Permanent Separation:

Is My Silence Definition.

I Rather Be Hurt With The Truth Than Be Comforted With A Lie

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

For DON'T speak

NOT EVEN ONE WORD....

Before

Precious thought 

Of evaluating 

EVERY single syllable.

For I

Will know 

My intuition informs me.

So be wise...

BE VERY CAREFUL 

With your answers.

For speaking your truth 

IS VITAL 

NO EXCEPTIONS.

For I Rather Be Hurt With The Truth Than Be Comforted With A Lie.

For once

That lie is spoken

NO second chances.

Equals A PERMANENT GOODBYE 👋 

Silence Is Peaceful NOT Painful

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

For ALL is quiet

Muted

NO sound 

ONLY crickets you hear. 

For deafening 

SO loud.

For in

The stillness;

I reflect on lessons 

I learned

the hard way.

NO repeating required.

For NEVER 

Trust SO easily;

NEVER trust twice.

Lessons immediately learned

the first time.

For Protect Your Energy:

Mind

Heart 

Sanity.

For Silence 

Is Peaceful 

NOT Painful.

Staying Silent Decoded As ONLY Closed Doors

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

Words unspoken

Muted voices.

So far away 

from communication possible.

For within silence

Lay ALL

the answers

Just focus.

IF one truly cares

would of been

addressed long ago.

For NOT

ONLY proves

they don't

ONLY lies told.

For when

Separate ways 

Are chosen

to become permanent.

For Staying Silent

Decoded As

ONLY Closed Doors

Cemented shut.

Lost Me The Moment You Lied

Volume 68: Divine Providence 

If you think 

you can return 

to my life?

After I

trusted you

when dishonesty 

IS ALL you spoke:

NO

Is my final answer.

Liars CAN'T be trusted. 

So a heart-to-heart talk 

IS out of the question.

For EVERY WORD

ONLY a narcissistics 

lying tactics 

For NO point.

CAN'T unlie

CAN'T undo the damage.

I have NO questions 

So NO answers needed.

For consequences 

ALWAYS applies;

For You 

Lost Me

The Moment 

 You Lied.