Painful Words

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For the past,

Mistakes were made

that can't

be undone.

For sorry

can't undo

the damage.

For can only now,

Learn from

the pain

That I caused.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

feel guilty.

For intensified emotions

can spiral out of control.

Producing words that

can't be taken back.

Lesson here is:

Thinking before

you speak.

Before you

open Pandora's Box

and let

painful words out.

That you

can't close.

Rise Up

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

On your knees,

A tear falls

at your feet.

You feel

like giving up.

For you feel

like a failure.

For you

feel like

you let

everyone down.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You let

no one down.

For your emotions

are a human trait.

For sadness,

is not

a weakness.

It's a strength.

For only

through it,

Do we grow

and rise up.

Fighting Through The Storm

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For you've

been down.

For you've

felt all alone.

For your

internal soul

was in turmoil

with your mind.

For your tears,

You feel like

you need to 

keep hidden.

For your embarrassment

seems too much.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

We all 

make mistakes.

It's alright.

For stay strong.

For fighting 

through the storm,

I am here for you.

So put your 

trust in me.

A much stronger person

You will be.

The Reality Of Love

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For we all

want to be loved.

For some 

are lucky

in love.

But, For some

single solitude

is our home.

For searching

only causes 

us pain.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

The reality of love,

Is that

It's the one

that I choose.

The Reality Of Goodbye

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For the trail

of tears

of broken hearts.

Broken dreams.

For your 

ideal soulmate,

Wasn't ideal

at all.

For only tears

you received.

Heartbroken regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

The reality of goodbye,

Is knowing that 

It's their loss.

Not yours.

Forever Free

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For was trapped

by chains

of illusionary love.

For the connection

felt so real.

But, was

only a lie.

Was too trusting.

Was so naive.

Heart was

so confused.

Then the

tears fell.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't cry.

Your heart

will heal.

You'll be

forever free.

For I'll

provide you

with the

right one.

Reality Of Moving On

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For the

amount of

fallen tears

fills all of

the earth's ocean's.

Never drying up.

Leaving your

heart feeling

forever broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your tears.

Your pain.

Will only make you stronger,

When the reality of moving on

journey begins.

Reality Realized

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For past illusions

can make

you see mirages.

For even now,

You have

to use caution.

Be careful.

For tricks

of the mind,

Have been 

known to happen.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

No need

to worry.

For I'll

know when

reality realized

is seen.

Not make-believe.

Revealing Reality

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For in

the past,

The picture

wasn't in focus.

For couldn't

see what

you needed.

Had to assume.

Had to interpret

the meaning.

Though now,

God is

revealing reality

His way.

Fully focused.

On the big screen.

Door Delivered

Volume 18: Entering Reality

The locked door

doesn't reveal

my destiny.

For have 

to be patient.

Wait.

God says,

My child,

In my timing,

Which will

be perfect.

Your door delivered

will be. 

Opened Door

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For closed door

is locked.

For need

to look

for a key.

Though,

God says,

No, my child,

Door is locked

for a reason.

For this

Is Your Season.

Your opened door

needs no key.

Entering Reality

Volune 18: Entering Reality

For is

What you hear true?

For lies

lead us.

For is

What you see real?

For delusions

can delude

our thinking.

For I 

know what

to believe.

For God

is preparing me.

For entering reality.

Redefined Focus

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For keep 

your thoughts together.

For don't

let them

seep through,

The cracks

in your mind.

For the

memories can fade.

For disappearance

can delete.

So need

to reset

the brain.

So pray

For guidance.

For need

redefined focus

to proceed.

Heavenly Healed

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For God

hears our crying.

Sees our pain.

For He brushes

away your teardrops.

For He wants

to remove

our agony.

To give

us His peace.

So from

up above,

He heavenly

healed us.

Move Past The Pain

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For don't stay

trapped in

your past.

For your regrets

are played

on repeat.

For the heartbreaks

need to heal.

For the tears

need to

remain invisible.

For move past the pain.

See learned lessons

as God's blessings.

For He wants

us to grow.

Strength Within

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For dry

your eyes.

For crying

leaves the

wound open.

For catch

your breath.

For stand up.

For find

your footing.

For pray.

For strength within.

Cried Out Eyes

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For one teardrop

is too many.

For a million

can't be contained.

For when 

silence enters

the scene.

For rethinking

the situation occurs.

For God says,

My child,

As He wipes

away your pain.

For I have

healed your heart.

So your cried out eyes

can now rest.

Derailed Dream

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For my
derailed dream,
Was an illusion.
For it
had me deceived.
Though,
God provided
me strength.
Molding His soldier
for standing
to rise above.

Rewritten Story

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For the
old version
has expired.
Is outdated.
For it should
have new insight.
For fresh words
needs to
fill the pages.
For a
rewritten story,
The author
has required.

Detailed Dreams

Volume 17: New Beginnings

When you
close your eyes
and go to sleep,
For dreamland appears
on the screen.
Are these dreams
explaining what
you need to know?
Giving you
all the information?
Though,
My dreams are detailed.
For God
made my
movies complete.

Welcome The Wait

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For don't
be discouraged
when trying
to be patient.
For God
is in no hurry.
For He's
Never too early.
Never too late.
So just
Welcome the wait.
For God
Is always on time.

Miracles Materialize

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For we
all hope
for our
dreams to
come true.
We pray.
We wait.
We get frustrated.
For we
see no progress.
Though,
God is working.
For the
miracles materialize
in His perfect timing.

New Beginnings

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For the
old ways
are obsolete.
No longer usable.
Not viable.
For current
ideas are
now in progress.
For use
them with care.
For changing
at a
blink of an eye
can occur.
For new beginnings,
Makes your impossible.
God possible.

Wait On Time

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For time
can seem
quickly spent.
Or stands still.
Motionless.
Though,
God says,
Time has
no expiration date.
For sometimes,
You have
to wait on time
to see
His blessings.

Try For Tomorrow

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For don't
look back
in your past
where regrets
are reminded.
For this day
should be
your focus.
For live
in the moment
if you're able.
Though,
If not.
Try for tomorrow.

Step Into Success

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For planning
our career
can be
fear filled.
To try
to not
forget any details.
For there's
a deadline
with no
extension granted.
For every
moves feels
like a mistake.
For me,
My direction
is guided.
In God's process,
I'll step into success
in His time.
Not mine.

Old Self Ashes

Volume 16: Future Blessings

As I rise up
from old self ashes,
I stand glowing.
I stand proud.
I stand knowing
that I'm
just starting.
For this
new life
brings new beginnings.
So welcome world.
For here I am.
For my
enhanced self,
Is looking
into my future
with no limits
for advancing.

Greatness Meant

Volume 16: Future Blessings

Now that
the tears
have fallen.
For God
healed your
broken heart.
Now with
it mended,
You can
move on
to better opportunities.
For dear child,
You are
greatness meant.

Broken Blessing

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For as
the tears fall.
Your heart
breaks into
a million pieces.
Though,
God wipes
them away.
Dear child,
It'll be okay.
For I'll
give you strength.
For you'll
be a broken blessing.

My Turn

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For everyone
waits for
their time
to shine.
To show
what their
made of.
Trying to
be patient
is unbearable.
For me,
I can wait.
For God
is preparing me
for my turn.

Power Through Patience

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For we
all want
our wishes
granted now.
No waiting.
Though,
God says,
Listen closely.
Blessings requires
extra care
to process.
For there's
a silver lining.
You gain power
through patience.