Timed Hourglass

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

You miss him....

THOUGH :

When waiting

Becomes too much :

" Miss "  becomes  " Missed " 

Took too long.

For You

Once Viewed

In Anticipation :

While time

Is ticking......

Ticking......

Away ;

Then Times Up :

Moved on 

With a man

That was already prepared ;

No waiting needed.

For God Speaks :

Dear child ,

Time doesn't

Stand still ;

Must take immediate action

Or miss the opportunity.

For Your

Timed Hourglass ,

His timeframe 

For a second chance ;

Seemingly ,

Expired 24 months ago.

Locked - Out Love

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

You loved him

Or at least tried.

Though ,

He always

Pushed you aside :

Felt so unloved

Unwanted.

For he

Was emotionless :

Numb

Uncaring ,

Only pain you received.

So not worth

The agony :

Must cut all ties

Erase.

Obviously ,

Him losing you

Never even 

Crossed his mind :

His actions proved ,

You meant

Nothing to him at all.

Had to move on.

For God Speaks :

Dear child ,

Don't feel guilty

For walking away ;

For his heart

Was closed - Off.

For Your

Locked - Out Love ,

I'll unlock

Another's heart

For you to enter.

From Losing Me To Me Meeting Him

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

Broken-hearted

You were left ;

He didn't

think twice

about inflicting pain :

No remorse.

Everytime You Showed Love :

He just pushed you 

Further and further away.

Until he pushed you

Too far to return

Left no trace.

In everyone he meets

He looks for you ;

No comparison though

You're too rare.

For God says ,

Dear child ,

For Your

From Losing Me To Me Meeting Him ,

His arrival time ,

Is within reach 

Of New Sacred Union.

One's Loss Is Another's Gain

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

Your thoughts ,

Memories

Of him :

Was only an illusion ;

He was fake

Not real.

Your tears

Were shedded

Over a stranger :

Not the man

he appeared to be.

Seemingly ,

Like his evil twin

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

In his 

Pride and Ego :

For losing you

Was irrelevant ;

Was always only an option.

Was easily replaceable.

Though ,

God says ,

Dear child ,

You're loved more than

you could ever imagine.

For Your

One's Loss Is Another's Gain ,

I'll bestow you

An upgraded model ,

That will appreciate

All of you

The first time.

"The Weak Are Strong" was published in this book in 2020.

"Power Through Pain" was published in this book in 2019.

"Silence Strength" was published in this book in 2016.

"Hurry Up And Wait" was published in this book in 2015.

Amnesia Activated

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

Seemingly ,

In the silence 

You're muted :

Unspoken thoughts deleted.

Too much time wasted ;

Rewinding is undoable.

For Realizing ,

The Painful Truth :

He never loved you.

Your assumption

was just clouded judgement ;

An illusion.

You Two's Story

Must Be Forgotten :

An once seemed blessing

Quickly became a devastating lesson.

For Remembering :

One-sided love

Only produces pain ;

When peace is

So desperately needed.

Though ,

God says ,

Dear child ,

Never cry over a man

that can't

even say " I am sorry. "

He meant to hurt you

Remorseless.

For Your

Amnesia Activated ,

Seemingly Immediately ,

Erase your mind

Of that man's existence.

Bittersweet Betrayal

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

For Your

Love :

Was wasted

Unneeded ;

He had already

replaced you with

the woman he truly wanted

Loved.

Your loved in vain.

For You

Trusted Him :

What a mistake you made.

Only lies you received.

Left with visions

of what could of have been ;

Just a dream.

Though ,

God Speaks :

Your intense love ;

He couldn't handle

Not meant for the weak.

Only strong - minded survive.

For God says ,

Dear child ,

His disloyalty

high consequence

was losing you.

For Your

Bittersweet Betrayal ,

One Day ,

He'll regret

his decisions

based on his selfishness ;

It's already

Much too late.

Safe-guarded Heart

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

He said :

You can trust me.

How can I ?

When all

you tell me

is lies?

Seemingly ,

A lie detector

is required

to prove the truth.

How can I now

ever feel safe 

with you ?

Afraid to now

open up. 

For uncomfortable now

In your presence

I would be.

Must not speak.

Why can't you

just be honest ?

Why lie ?

Obviously ,

You're hiding

secrets of

many hidden options ;

I am not naive.

Though ,

God says ,

Dear child ,

His years

of no response

proved you

meant nothing to him.

He never loved you.

For Your

Safe-guarded Heart ,

I'm preparing

You a man

That will always

Protect and cherish ;

What the other selfish man wouldn't.

New Love Arriving

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

For You've

Cried :

For Too Long....

Too much pain

So many lies told.

Left abandoned

Unloved.

You Must

Forget Him :

You've wasted

Too much time already....

Life's too short

To be put on hold.

Seemingly ,

Been "On the back burner "

Hidden

Forgotten

Replaced.

Though ,

God Speaks :

You recently met

My bestowed choosing :

United very soon in Union.

Let the unawakened

Stay unwoken.

Just focus

On being actually loved.

For God says ,

Dear child ,

For Your

New Love Arriving ,

Your heart holds

A special 

Kind of love

That's so rare.