Revived Heartbeat

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For paralyzing pain

For frozen.

For cold-hearted

when broken.

Tears awaits

for apology

not given.

For regrets

are replayed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

become bitter

due to heartbreak.

For your

revived heartbeat

will continue.

For the anguish

I will mend.

Lies Of Deceit

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For when

he spoke,

You prayed

that truth

is what

he told.

But, Doubt

had you wondering.

Though,

You still hoped.

Then reality

set in,

For his lies

came to the surface.

For his 

true colors

seeped through.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

feel fooled.

For you

needed to

think that

he really cared.

For his

Lies of deceit

Took your

heart hostage.

Now with

lesson learned.

My child.

Never believe

a person's words,

When it

sounds too perfect.

Relinquished Past

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain 

For there're memories

that we

keep ahold of.

Even though,

It brings us pain.

For afraid of

that captured picture

losing life.

For don't

want to forget.

Even though,

Remembering results

in regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For forgive yourself

of mistakes made.

For you're 

a flawed human.

For your relinquished past

time has expired.

So move on.

For living 

in the moment,

Should be

your focus.

Outdated Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For your inner struggle

was screaming within.

For past emotional conflict

runs deep

into your core.

For recent thoughts

are now entering.

For need 

to stay on course.

For wounds

are reopening,

For negative memories

ripped off

the band-aids.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

let your

outdated pain,

Define who

you are.

For your

resufaced emotional bleeding,

I will seek closure.

 

Teardrop Away From Heartbreak

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For you're trying

not to feel

full effect of emotional turmoil.

For all at once

Is too much.

For holding

your breath.

Trying to

stop time.

Though, it doesn't work.

Your heart

close to breaking.

On the edge

Close to

the cliff.

For got to

maintain control.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Even though,

You made

a wrong decision

judgment call.

The situation

will be alright.

For in My hands

I hold.

For your

teardrop away

from heartbreak

Will be monitored.

For I'll

Never let you endure

more pain

than can be handled.

Disguised Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For you try

to hide

Your despair

Your disappointment.

For no one

can know

that you've failed.

For judgment

would be harsh.

For their understanding

wouldn't be seen.

For there's

no room for failure.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't be

so hard

on yourself.

Be patient.

For it's

human nature

to make mistakes.

For their opinions

shouldn't dictate

your self-worth.

For you're amazing.

For your disguised pain

Is a blessing

of growth.

The One

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

As you sleep,

Do you still

dream of her?

Do you

call out her name?

She loved you

like no other.

For in her heart

You'll always be.

For you meant

the world to her.

Now she gone

For you pushed her away.

Do you even miss her?

For you know

that your heart

needs her.

Though, You won't admit.

For she was

The one,

That you were

always searching for.

For you had her love.

But, You choose

to keep looking,

When she

was already found.

Redirected Heartbreak

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For his

smooth operator

talk you believed.

For he

would never lie.

Or, so you thought.

For his words were golden.

Were priceless.

For when

left on read,

For only silence

was his reply.

For then realized

He couldn't be trusted.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't cry.

For your redirected heartbreak

Will serve

as a testimony.

For some people

are uncapable

of telling the truth.

Altered Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For can

make you uncomfortable.

Makes your

skin crawl.

For makes

your heart rate increase.

Makes your

temperature rise.

For can

spin your emotions

to an elevated level.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For pain

is not

your enemy.

For altered pain

is transformed 

into another state.

For strength

is embraced.

Heartfelt

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

In the midst

of tears,

Falling elements

of pain.

You try to

push it down,

So not 

to feel the agony.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For through

the pain

you grow.

Which is necessary

for life's lessons.

For my child,

The growth of pain

is heartfelt.

Overrided Fear

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

 In the depths,

 Where darkness lurks

 can seem scary.

 For new territory to be explored.

 For hidden in our mind

 Is a mixed 

 emotional rollercoaster.  

 Torn between faith and fear.

 For which is stronger?

 For who to trust?

 God says,

 Trust Me.

 I'll never leave you astray.

 For overrided fear

 I have already installed

 in your soul.

  

Heavenly Held

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For the sky,

Clouds

Bless us

with many mysteries.

For the universe

whispers predictions

for come to pass.

God says,

For I hold

many secrets,

That you'll

be known

in due time.

For my child,

You'll always

be safe,

In times

of uncertainty.

For by Me,

You're heavenly held.

Strong Instilled

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when

you're feeling,

Sad

Confused.

Lost

Weak.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

be frightened

by mixed emotions.

I'll never leave you.

For I'm

holding your hand.

For my child,

You're strong instilled,

Withstanding any 

negative emotion

that you perceive.

For you'll

be alright.

For your

mind is protected

By my

heavenly forces.

Heart Deflected

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when broken,

The beating

slows to

an almost stop.

For feeling 

of an empty shell

Is all that's left.

Need to redirect

The mind

The thoughts.

The numbness

The feeling

of nothingness.

For pain

has been frozen.

For heart deflected

Is required.

For a reset selection.

Guarded Heart

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For broken

pieces of your heart,

You just

keep collecting.

For their cruel words

cuts your soul deep.

For an apology from them

Is left unspoken.

Like their

behavior is acceptable.

For don't cry

For their

not worth your tears.

For put up barriers

To block against negativity.

For your guarded heart

Will be

Forever protected.

Inner Strength

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when

you feel

Lost

Alone,

For don't despair.

God never

abandons His children.

For He

shelters them

in His arms.

For in

Your darkest moment

Your worst memory,

God is by your side.

God says,

Dear child,

For your stronger

than you think.

For reach inside

And collect

your inner strength.

Heavenly Protected

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For she rises up

with wings expanded.

For she 

has sword

strapped to her hip.

With armor

covering her shell.

For she takes

her place upon the cloud.

For preparing 

For battle to begin.

For fearless angel,

With God

by her side.

Takes out

her sword,

To defend

The Pearly Gates.

For heavenly protected 

They stand.

Guilt Minded

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For under

the ruins

you crawl

out of.

Covered in dirt.

Shame fills

your mind.

For remember,

You were

pure in your intentions.

For you

meant no harm.

For you

did no wrong.

For they

lay blame

upon you.

For don't

let guilt

run your thoughts.

For their

at fault.

So dust

yourself off,

Walk away proud.

For it's

them that

can't accept responsibility.

Heavenly Archangel

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For you cry.

For stripes

across your back,

Rip your

heart apart.

For mental anguish

is worse

than physical.

For you

wipe your eyes.

For you

pray for help.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For inside you

Down deep

In your soul,

A dormant feeling occupies.

That I

instilled in you

before birth.

For reach down.

For that energized emotion

now breathes life.

For your

strength replaces weakness.

For you're

with sword

in hand.

Standing tall.

Facing adversaries.

For the strength

of an archangel,

You now acquire

from heaven above.

Achored Ashes

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For to recollect.

Need to

Start over.

Start fresh.

Need a

stable foundation.

Need strength that

can't be broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I shall provide

the needed materials.

For the most important 

Is anchored ashes.

For it will maintain

An unbreakable standing,

When molded

from my kiln.

Untouchable Flames

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For it 

can be dangerous.

For it

can contain

hot embers,

That can

produce a spark.

For you're

concerned a

burning could occur.

Though,

God says,

 Dear child,

For don't fear

The flames

won't engulf you.

For even though,

You're surrounded

by the heat.

You're guarded

by my grace,

From the

untouchable flames.