Darkened Daylight

Volume 42: Divine Calling

Into the hidden

crevices of

Your mind,

Your secrets

are privately kept.

For revealing

Is forbidden

Taboo.

For others

Would never understand,

For Your

Depth of thinking

Is bottomless.

For You're misunderstood.

Always judged

Before evaluated

Interviewed.

Though, 

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Brighten Your path.

For Your

Darkened Daylight,

I'll unveil

The curtain

Distorting Your perception.

Speared Soul

Volume 42: Divine Calling

For Your pain

Is so suffocating,

Wrapped too tight

Hard to breathe.

For Blurry vision

Takes ahold,

Can't see

Can't focus.

For Your

Mind is racing,

Can't freeze-frame

Your tumultuous thoughts.

For You're

Internally,

Seemingly sliced

Seemingly shredded.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I

Will reconstruct

The damage.

For Your

Speared Soul,

I'll realign,

With Your own

Blessed bottled teardrops.

Revealed Timing

Volume 42: Divine Calling

For Can't force

What's not

God's choice,

For Can't stop

What God chooses.

For You

Can plan,

Even Though,

God has

Final say.

For Must

Be patient,

While You wait

Pray.

For Rushing results

Won't be

Delivered faster,

Delayed process can occur.

For Must

Practice patience,

Trust God.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I

Set the time frame.

For Your

Revealed Timing,

Will soon

Be lighted,

For Your

God-given gifts

To be shown.

Stained Heart

Volume 42: Divine Calling

For The

Designating

Seemingly are permanent,

Forever remaining.

Numbness,

Your heart's

Only surfaced emotion.

For Seemingly

Heart is padlocked.

For Your

Mind's thoughts

Stopped,

Like an unwound clock.

For Your

Facial expressions

Are unchanging

Constant,

Like a statue.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Stained Heart

I'll rekindle,

For Feelings

Aren't absent.

For Was

Just submerged

Hidden deep within.

Divine Calling

Volume 42: Divine Calling

From Up Above,

In a gentle whisper:

Be Still

My Child,

Is heard.

For Immediately,

You're in need

Of calmer thoughts

Smoother terrain.

For Your mind

Is a battlefield,

Landmines loaded.

Carefully,

Watch Your emotions,

Hold Your breath

Don't detonate.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Cleanse Your surroundings.

For Your

Divine Calling,

Your battle

Is so tough,

Due to

You serve

A greater purpose.

Unsaid Words

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For You

Must conceal

what your

heart carries,

The secrets

of Your eyes.

For Never

Give a clue

to the truth,

Must keep hidden.

For No

Eye contact

can occur,

May distinguish

what's inside.

For He

Cares for another,

Only leaving

heartbreak

for You 

to hold.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Hide Your 

True intentions.

For Your

Unsaid Words,

I'll ensure

Are never revealed.

If Shown

Heard,

Would only

Cause pain.

Leveled Rise Above

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For Your

Heart is flooded with

overwhelming excruciating pain.

For You're muted

When trying to scream,

Only silence

is heard.

For Trying

To remain calm

is impossible,

Your heart

is pounding.

Fear has

already overcome You.

For Praying now

Is crucial.

Must slow

Your heartbeats,

Heart attack can occur.

Must refocus

To quiet

Your negative thoughts.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Erase Your memories.

To cancel out

The prior

Heart-wrenching regrets,

Of Your

Nightmarish past.

In order,

To fast-forward,

For You

To become

Leveled To Rise Above,

The next act

To follow.

You'll soon

Be entering.

     

Stalled Emotions

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For You

Look within,

To locate

Your hidden emotions,

That You

can't decipher.

For Your

Mind is overloaded,

With so many

mixed signals.

Don't know,

What You're feeling

So confused

Can't comprehend.

But, You're

trying to

still maintain

Your composure.

For Your

Soul's data

can't upload.

For Trying

To think,

Makes Your head

feel like exploding.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Stop Your thoughts.

For Your

Stalled Emotions,

I'll restart

The process.

Installing a blocker

To prevent

Emotional trauma.

Relighted Soul

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

In the depths

Of Your soul

Darkness take ahold,

Praying for

light to

guide Your path

to safe haven.

For hold on,

Faith over fear

You Must practice.

For What

You can't see,

Makes the impossible

Possible.

For Your

Rescuer 

Has arrived.

For God says,

Dear child, 

For I

Control Your steps.

You won't

Become lost.

For Your

Relighted Soul,

Will shine

The brightest,

To lead

You to

Your next level.

Guarded Heart

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For In 

Due time,

Your devastated heart

With strength

Can move on.

Do you dare

take it

for a test drive......

Again?

For No!

Fear sets in.

For New love

Seems interesting

New adventure.

But, All

You imagine,

Is another

heartbreak

In Your

rear-view mirror.

Is it

worth the

seemingly unbearable pain?

Must pause

Must stop,

And rethink

Your decision.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Reseal the cracks

Which Your

Heart endures.

For Your

Guarded Heart,

Can protect,

But, Also hinders

Your chance

Of New possibilities.

So, What are

You to choose?

Inner Emotions

Volume 41:Beyond Unseen

For You're

Empty

Hollow

Seemingly inside.

For Space

Must be refilled,

For You

Can't leave

Room for

Deep-seated despair

To take ahold.

Need for

Positive outcome

Is vital

For survival.

For You

Kneel to pray,

Please release

The burdens

Of my heart,

All the regretted pain.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Calm Your soul.

For Your

Inner Emotions,

I'll strengthen

Your mind.

Then reconstruct

Your heart's 

Emotional wall.

The barrier

Which blocks

Further feelings

Of unwanted damage.

Prevailed Journey

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For The plan

Must be

Specific

Precise,

For Miscalculations

In error

Can't occur.

Must be perfectly-executed.

For long-awaited dreams

Are extremely vital 

As put into motion.

In order,

For Your reality

To take ahold.

For Don't

Wake up

Just yet,

For Needed

Double-check

Is required.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Clear any obstacles.

For Your

Prevailed Journey,

I designed,

Is more than

You could

Ever comprehend.

Superceded Love

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For Your

Need to feel

Every emotion

Expression,

For Whether

Negative

Or 

Positive,

With each situation

You become stronger.

For each step

Closer to fulfillment

You complete, 

For Your

Need for closeness

Is vital.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll bestow

Your love

To life

Within the pages.

For Your

Superceded Love,

Will soon

Be no longer suspended.

Beyond Unseen

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For Closing

Your eyes

is irrelevant,

Perspective remains unchanged,

For the images

entangled in 

Your thoughts.

For You

Must be open-minded,

For the opposite

Blocks the pictures,

Which traps

You inside a box

without windows.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Must have

Spiritual realm faith.

For Your

Beyond Unseen,

Is trusting

that I've

already written,

The ending

To Your

Amazing love story.

Rare Equals Gold

Volume 41: Beyond Unseen

For Your

Eyes are open,

Yet You

Can't see,

What's so obviously

Within Your reach.

Take the blinders off

For You're

Left empty-handed.

For Your

Need to access superficialities,

You've lost

The importance

Of reality.

For What's real?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You're

Seeking treasures

 Of stone.

For Rare Equals Gold,

Is The

Precious availability

Of pure gold,

For Godly handcrafted.

Shattered Glass

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For The

Cracking

Breaking

Is all

was heard.

For Damaged

Deep wounds

Seemingly left bleeding.

For Unimaginable pain

Lies on

the surface.

For Your

Tear soaked face,

Causing Your

heartbeat slowing.

For Almost

Seemingly permanently stopping.

Can't disable

Your intrusive images.

For Need

Positive projections

But, is intercepted.

For You

Need to understand,

That hurt emotions

are healed

in time.

For On

Your sleeves,

Your feelings

are worn.

You feel

too much.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your emotions

are human nature.

For Your

Shattered Glass,

I'll use Your

Heart's sharp edges

And smooth

Into a 

Godly loving vessel.

Resealed Heartbreak

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For You're

Only left

Pained scattered pieces,

Teardrops are frozen.

Your heart

Seemingly shedding.

For Your

Need to scream,

But, Your

Voice is muted.

For Your

Emotions are enraged.

For You

Take a 

Deep breath,

Trying to

Gather Your strength.

For You

Must refocus,

In order,

To calm Your thoughts.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your heart isn't

Beyond mending.

For Your

Resealed Heartbreak,

I'll take pieces

And rebuild

Your heart

From My armor.

Delighted Darkness

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Pitch black

Is Your vision,

Unknown guiding

Your steps.

For Proceed

With caution,

For result

Could be fatal.

Though,

You sense excitement,

For Exploring,

Can bring

Forth new

Broken ground

New territory.

For God says,

Dear child,

You Must

Face Your fears.

For Your

Delighted Darkness,

I'll lead

Your path

Over the mountains

And through

The valleys

To safe passage.

Unconquered Heart

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

So Broken-Hearted,

Future plans

Destroyed,

For Loves

A cruel imposter.

For Your

Heart has been

Seemingly broken

Ripped to shreds,

More times

Than countable.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I will reveal 

What's hidden.

For Your

Unconquered Heart,

That's forbidden

To experience

True love.

I'll lift

The bondage

Of loneliness.

And instill,

At the end

Of the rainbow,

Your treasure.

Restored Soul

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

In the depths

Of the deep

Hollow that

Occupies Your soul,

For Your

Only emotion 

Is numbness.

For Your .

Pain is neutralized,

You're detached

From reality.

For Further

And Further,

You're drifting

Into a 

Different dimension,

Seemingly forever

Disappearing

Non-existent.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I control

Your movements.

For Your

Restored Soul,

I'll refresh

Make anew,

And bestow

Your heart

My healing energy.

Divinely Answered

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Confused

Mixed

Feelings

Of emotional

Broken connections,

Are in question.

For The

Signal was lost,

No translation

Was connected.

For Needed

Repair is

A requirement,

For There's

Failure to communicate. Communication is restored,

For God,

Is in control

Of all situations.

For God says,

Dear child,

I hear all

Of Your questions.

For You're

Divinely Answered,

Just still

Your mind,

And listen.

Enlightened Letting Go

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Hold onto

The past,

Your grip

Is too tight.

Even though,

It only produces

Pains so deep

That cuts

Into Your soul.

For You

Rather hurt

Than move on,

But, You

Must realize,

Reliving the past

Won't change

The ending.

For Regrets

For Guilt,

Is wasted energy

That only

Drains Your soul.

For Need

To try

A different approach.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Can't reverse

The past.

For Your

Enlightened Letting Go,

Will calm

Your mind,

Leaving soul

Blessed with peace.

Intensity Love

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

From under

Dark clouds

Of emotional distress,

Why does

Heartbreak produce

Pains too much?

For You

Must rise up

Must refocus,

The lesson is

Be careful

Who You love.

For Your

Love is

Too intense

For most people,

It scares them.

They can't handle

Intensity on

That level.

It's too deep.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Heart is full.

For Your

Intensity Love,

Is a blessing

Not a curse,

For Your

Heart is special

Rare.

So Who

You love

Must be unique,

In order,

To accept it.

Step Out In Faith

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Mistakes

Regrets,

Can make

You question

Your hope

Beliefs.

For You're

Too Afraid

Scared,

To move

From Your

Comfort zone,

For the unknown

Is intimidating.

For Growth

To occur,

You must proceed

Can't stand still.

For Progress

Is needed.

For God says,

Dear child,

Never give up

On yourself.

For Your

Step Out In Faith,

For God

Is beside You,

So take

His hand,

And step into

What You

Can't see.

Unfolding Blessings

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For old visions

Need replacing

with more current ideas,

For old regrets

Old guilt emotions

Need extermination.

For Prayers

To God,

Lay wait

for answers.

For God

When silent,

Doesn't automatically mean

He's not working.

For Your

Patience

Faith

Is tested,

Must hold on

To His Promises,

Not lose hope

Or Doubt His Word.

For In

God's time

Not Yours,

His Unfolding Blessings

Will be

Bestowed upon You,

Just be patient.

Rerouted Tears

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

So tired of swollen eyes

Sleepless nights.

For Regrets

Plague Your mind.

Overthinking overload.

For memories 

That once 

brought happiness,

Now only

sadness remains.

It just took

His beautiful smile,

When he

spoke to me

that day,

My heart

was hooked.

For At

That very moment,

Is when

he stoled

my heart

for eternity,

But, He

felt differently.

So a secret

it became,

Only God knew.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Are enough.

For Your

Rerouted Tears,

I'll send

To be bottled.

For Your

Tears are blessings

In Your pain,

For In

Your heartbreak

You grow.

Too Late

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

Your overwhelming

Devastating pained tears

Are falling,

Heartbreak emerges.

As breaking into

Your soul

Seemingly bleeds.

Too late

No reverse exists.

Must accept

He doesn't 

Feel the same,

His decision

Already decided.

Too late

No rewriting outcome.

For Must

Realize that,

He's not

Who God chose.

For You 

Have to

Let him go.

Too late

No more

Holding on.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Time has frozen.

For Your

Too Late For Love,

Must turn

The page,

Starting a

New chapter.

Blessed Brokenness

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

Trying to accumulate

All the pieces,

But, Too scattered,

Too many

To locate

Impossible.

For Your

Tears have

Become ice cold,

Can't control

Their flowing.

The pain

Cuts Too deep

Seemingly unbearable.

For God,

You pray,

Take away

This pain

This heartbreak,

Can't wake up

From this nightmare.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your tears

I've already bottled.

For Your

Blessed Brokenness,

I'll take

To restore You.

Moving On Meditation

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

Full of guilt

Regrets,

So many

Past mistakes made.

No turning

Back time.

Must accept

That life

Is all about

Learning and growing,

There's no shortcuts.

Must absorb

The pain,

Embrace it

Feel it

Let it go

Move on.

For There's

Lessons in

The blessings

You must learn.

For everything

Happens for a reason

Is so true

Don't overthink it.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

This Season

You hold.

For Your

Moving On Meditation,

You'll soon,

Meet "the reason

Why You

Couldn't settle."

Reborned Identity

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You need,

Refocused visions

Reformed long-term

Path to follow.

Reinstated self-esteem

Lost in self-pity.

For Regrets

No longer dwells

In Your head,

For wasted energy

It consumes

Drains Your positivity.

For You 

Become anew,

Update forming.

For different

Appearance progressing.

For long-awaited arrival

Soon entering.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'm creating

New version.

For Your

Reborned Identity,

Is in

The stages

Of rebuilding.

Bitterly Betrayed

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You believed

The words

They breathed,

You trusted.

To later,

Discover evidence

Of a different story.

Leaving You feeling

Hurt

Heartbroken

Used.

For They

Have spoken

With forked tongue

So easily,

Like breathing.

For Their

A wolf

In sheep clothing,

So be careful

What You

Choose to believe.

For They

Don't understand

Lying isn't wise.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You can't

Be so trusting.

For Your

Bitterly Betrayed,

I'll rewrite

Their stories ending.

For Regrets

Will forever 

Haunt their dreams.

Spirited Fire

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

From down deep,

You rise up

From Your brokenness

Emptiness.

Emerging into light

From darkness.

For Your energy

Is overflowing,

Uncontainable.

For You're becoming

A butterfly

From the cocoon.

So beautifully

Divinely constructed.

From the

Ashes of defeat,

You rose

Stronger than yesterday,

In Your armor

Of protection.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You're developing

Into Your purpose.

For Your

Spirited Fire,

It shall

Be kept.

For Is

Needed toward

Your process.

Broken-Hearted Tears

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For Deep

Hardened emotions

You feel,

For Only

Unstoppable

Pain lives within.

For Your soul

Seemingly silently bleeds.

For mixed signals

Your heart

sends Your brain,

Too much confusion

For Your mind

To control.

For You pray

For a clearer vision,

In order,

To make

wiser decisions.

No mistakes

No regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Wipe Your eyes.

For Your

Broken-Hearted Tears,

For Realize,

I created You,

For Not

Just Any man,

But, One

Of My

Grace-instilled perfection.

Broken Pieces

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

Into the darkness

Many separate particles

are floating

in mid-air,

Suspended.

For These objects

Are filled

with despairing agony,

For Too much

Emotional revealing.

For Your

Need to feel

Complete

Whole

Is vital,

Unfortunately,

Necessity unmet.

Though,

God says,

Desr child,

For I'll

Reconstruct the puzzle.

For Your

Broken Pieces,

I'll replace

With a heart

Of My Divinely armor,

To prevent further

Damage due

To heartless souls.

Overly Wired Confusion

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For Too much

Information all at once

Overloaded ideas.

For Too much

Personal data

Privacy violated.

For Too much

Entering into

Closed spaces.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You'll

Need a

Rewired connection.

For Your

Overly Wired Confusion,

I'll straighten

The indecisions,

To answer

Your questions.

Pent-Up Emotions

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You

Keep a

Tight lid

On the bottle,

Container.

But, Boiling underneath

Is uncontrollable thoughts,

Unstoppable.

For You're

Trying to

Silence

Contain them,

But, Too fast

They travel.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll cleanse

Your mind.

For Your

Pent-Up Emotions,

I'll release 

Your emotional explosion,

To prevent

Further pain.

Forever Fallen

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

Into the abyss

You fell,

For You

Can't climb 

Your way out.

For Darkness

Blinds Your view.

For Your

Heartbeat races,

For You're trapped.

For You

Know that

You can't panic,

Have to

Maintain focus.

For You're praying

that God

hears Your prayer,

Please save me!

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll lift

You up.

For Your

Forever Fallen,

You have

To be

Seemingly defeated,

In order,

To rise

So You

Can soar.

Forever Heartbroken

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You're broken

For You

Have fallen,

For No

Reaching bottom.

For Can't

Even focus,

Becoming numb

Is Your

New normal.

For No emotions

Avoiding heartache.

For You

Need to realize,

There's a blessing

Disguised in Your pain.

For God says,

Dear child,

I'll mend

Your hearts damage.

For Your

Forever Heartbroken,

Will result

As a blessing

In Your brokenness.

One-Sided Love

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You knew,

Years ago,

You cared

Too much.

For Your love

Is Too intense,

People become intimidated.

So It

Must be hidden.

For You

Already knew,

That person

Felt a different view.

But, No controlling

Your hearts decision.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

One-Sided Love,

I heard

Your prayer,

Praying for him

to be the one.

Though,

Dear child,

You have

to let

him go,

He is not

The one

I chose.

Forever Flatlined

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For The

Monitors rhythm slows,

Seemingly Silent

No Sound.

For Your

Heart is broken

Seemingly beyond repair,

No Mending

No Reversing

the damage.

For Your

Heart is 

Seemingly shattered,

Too many pieces

To locate,

Too many

Painful memories

For Amnesia

To terminate.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Calm Your pain.

For Your

Forever Flatlined,

I'll restart

Your heart

Into a

New Season.

Broken Teardrop

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For It

Fell from

Your eye

like an icicle,

Breaking upon

the ground.

For Overwhelming

Sorrowful emotions 

You can't control,

For Runs

Too deep

Bottomless.

For You're

Trying to maintain

Your composure,

For It's impossible,

For You

Can't stop

overthinking scenarios.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must remain calm.

For Your 

Broken Teardrop,

I'll reform.

Too Seemingly Unattainable Image

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For No

Containing all

Your emotions

Unstoppable foe,

For Your

Energy is uncontrollable,

For Releasing

Is inevitable.

For Its

Heat is scorching,

Too Hot

For Your

Soul to hold.

For You

Must let go,

Of any resistance

To transform You

And Embrace

New beginnings.

For Be

Strong-minded,

In order,

So to protect

Your thoughts

Your futures destiny.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Too Seemingly Unattainable Image,

Is emerging.

Freed Feelings

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For Trapped

There's no escape

No way out,

For You

Can't locate

an exit.

For You're

Suffocating

Struggling to breathe.

Need a map

For You're lost,

Path has changed.

For Don't

Lose hope,

For Refocus,

There's a solution,

Just need

to take

a minute

and rethink.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I

Have created

You a 

New opened door.

For Your

Freed Feelings,

I'll release,

For I'll

Remold Your

Heart's broken pieces

to make whole.

Terminated Trust

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For Your

Inner pain

Is seemingly unbearable

Unstoppable,

Can't reverse

the mistakes.

For No consistency

In Your words,

Different stories

You told.

Forked tongue

speaking deception.

For Your

Lies concealed reality,

Leaving me

Feeling used

So betrayed.

For Trusting

No longer exists.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Trust

Should be

Carefully believed.

For Your

Terminated Trust,

I'll readjust,

Informing You

Of those deceiving.

Released Thoughts

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You're

Keeping hidden,

Ideas

Dreams,

Only hinders

Your progress.

Leaving You

Stagnant

Immovable

Frozen.

For Don't

Fear revealing

Your mind's messages,

For Don't

Hold them hostage,

Let freedom be.

For Don't

Worry about

The opinions

of others.

For Their

View is irrelevant

Doesn't matter.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must Let go

And embrace

Your emotions,

For burying them

Only makes

The pain deeper.

For Your

Released Thoughts,

Will propel

You forward,

Into a

Needed Season

Of growth.

Preexisted Love Story

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Your

Mind is

full of flooding,

Images of

What should

of have been.

But, Mistakes were made

that destroyed the dream.

For Don't

Focus on,

The illusion

of Your view

of happy ever after.

For God,

Is writing

His version.

For Don't

Sit and cry,

Over a situation

that can't be

Reversed

Changed.

For Dose

Of reality

You must accept.

For God,

Knows what

people You need

And doesn't.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For He

Is already

to enter Your life,

For I'm

Just preparing You.

For Your

Preexisted Love Story,

I wrote

In reply,

To Your

Divine Faith-Filled prayers

For Your chosen one.

Healing Heartbreak

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Every drop

fills the container

of Your

empty heart,

For You're

Seemingly drowning

Trapped below

water level,

Can't catch

Your breath.

For You're

Seemingly dying inside.

Your paining heartbreak,

It's too much

Suffering overload.

For You

Can't reverse

The regretted mistakes,

Precious memories 

are now nightmares.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Tears becomes gold,

Are priceless.

For Your

Healing Heartbreak,

Has many levels

to travel.

For Fluctuating

Emotions will occur.

For Let

The process proceed.

Timed Transformation

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Need 

To rediscover,

Need a

New direction

to explore.

For New

Surface to

walk upon.

For Change

Has been

long awaited,

For You

Should not

fear different visions

Environment evolves,

For Needs embraced.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You'll

Be refreshed.

For Your

Timed Transformation,

Will transpire

On My time frame.

Unearthed Emotions

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For In Your

Deep depth

Of Raw emotions,

For Your pain

Must be faced,

Examined

Explained.

For In order

To release,

Blame

Guilt

Regret

Confusion.

For The

Process,

Is time-consuming

Can't be rushed.

For Must

Be completed

Very carefully.

Have to repair

Damaged thoughts,

For Negativity

Must be terminated.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Reprogram

Your mind's data,

For Your

Unearthed Emotions

Are dissected,

So transformation

Can proceed.

Hurt To Healing

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Under

The seemingly

Unbearable burden,

Of Heartache

From Heartbreak.

For You're fine

You tell Yourself,

While inside

You're a wilting flower,

Needing water

Needing love.

For You

Must confess,

For Your

Heaviness of heart,

Seemingly weighs

Too much.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Lift You

With My grace.

For Your

Hurt To Healing,

Will rejuvenate

Your soul.

Beautifully Broken

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Your

Sharp deformed pieces,

Can't complete

the puzzle

Don't fit.

For Your

Heart is

numb with loneliness,

Sadness already

A seemingly 

permanent fixture.

For You've

Been through

many trials,

Learning to

Maintain composure

Is vital,

Must remain calm.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Brokenness is

A bestowed blessing.

For You'll

Be the

Brightest star,

For You're

Beautifully Broken.

Desperate Teardrop

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For You

Need to

Cry,

Express Your regretted agony

Heartbroken reality realizes.

For Your

Numbness is

All you

Can accept.

For The

Truth is

hard to take,

For It's wise

To keep

Your love concealed,

So Your heart

Won't be

too vulnerable

to the inevitable.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Past is

Lessons learned.

For Don't

Hold on to

regret and guilt,

For Let it go

To receive peace.

For Your

Desperate Teardrop,

For Don't 

Be concerned,

For I'll

Cleanse Your tear ducts.

Restored Heart

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

With every beat

Further and further

Breaks into,

Tears are shedding

Feelings are overloading

Pain installed.

For You're

Trying to pretend

You're fine,

But, Sadness

In Your eyes

Can't lie

Speaks truth.

For You're

Trying to

Calm Your inner struggle,

But,  It's too intense

Too powerful.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Make Your heart anew.

For Your 

Restored Heart,

I'll exchange

Your pain

With My Promises.

Resurfaced Feelings

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For Overwhelming,

Unrecognizable visitors

have suddenly intruded

Upon Your heart,

Not invited.

Many years ago,

Very strong

Emotionally charged

love existed in Your heart,

That You buried

Deep within Your soul.

For You

Kept it a secret

For Only God knew.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Erase Your memories

Resulting in sadness.

For Your

Resurfaced Feelings,

I'll replace

With joy

And gladness.

Verified Vision

Volume 37: Unearthed Emotions

For You

Can't view

Your future,

Clearly,

Unable to

make decisions

So confused.

For You're

Trying to focus,

But, There's

No picture

No sound,

Seemingly Only

failure to communicate.

For You

Must rearrange

the circumstances.

For It's

Urgently needed.

For In order,

To understand

the meaning,

Of the

choices we choose.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Reconstruct Your Verified Vision.

So You'll

See the answers,

Are revealed

In the

Lessons Learned.

Let Go And Let God

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For Don't

Overthink Your past,

For Unable

To rewrite.

For We All

Learn lessons

from Our mistakes.

For In

Our pain,

Is where

We grow,

Stronger built

Faith-Filled.

For Your

Tears aren't

cried without purpose.

For God says,

My Dear child,

For You

Must listen:

Let Go

And

Let God,

And release

Your worries

To Me.

So I'll

Give You peace,

And In

My Time

Not Yours,

Make Your

Dreams a reality.

Surrendered Love

Volume 36: Into The Storm

Even though,

Your memories

are bittersweet,

Amnesia should unfold,

For Remembering

Cuts So deep.

For You're

Holding too tighly

to an

invisible illusion,

For Letting go

Is Your 

Only choice.

For With

Tears a streaming,

You have to

Follow Your decision.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Bottle Your

Every teardrop.

For Your

Surrendered Love,

Will transform

You into

A beloved blessing

With a

New beginning.

Half-Hearted Emotions

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For The

Valves have been,

Disconnected

Separated.

For You're

So Confused

So Disoriented,

So Overwhelmed

So Overburdened.

For My child,

Take a

Deep breath

Be Still.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Half-Hearted Emotions,

I'll replace

With a

Full Godly mindset,

Wrapped by

My love.

Delayed Despair

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For In

Your darkness,

For Into

Your broken hardness,

Your heart's

Seemingly torn to shreds.

Nothing left

to repair.

For You

Pray that

There's an ending

to Your suffering,

Please God,

I can't

continue on

this path.

For Overthinking

Isn't wise.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Be scared

To feel

Too much.

For Those

Who feel strong

Love even stronger,

A blessing

Not a curse.

For Your

Delayed Despair

Will Only strengthen,

Your explosive

Passion to love.

Heart Cries

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For With

Each droplet

Of liquid,

Your heart

Seemingly bleeds

With raw emotions

So much pain.

For You're

Trying to

Display no reactions,

To Your

Overestimated expectations.

For You

Were Only daydreaming.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For This

Is necessary.

For Your

Heart Cries

In order 

To release emotional demons,

So to

Replace with healing.

Pained Eyes

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For You

Close Your

eyelids to sleep,

Off to peaceful

dreamland You seek,

But, Only nightmares

come out to play.

For Your

Emotions that

runs So deep,

Behind Your

eyes lies. 

For No

Visible tears are seen,

For You're

In hiding

from others judgment,

In isolation.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Live

In the moment.

For Your

Pained Eyes,

Sees into

The souls

Of the hurt.

Terminated Tears

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For With

Each teardrop,

Your heart

further and further breaks,

Deeper in deeper

Despair You plummet.

For Your

Emotions are silent,

For All

You feel

is numb.

For You

Must Remember:

You're a survivor

You're a warrior.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Bravery,

My child

Is Your inner strength.

For Your

Terminated Tears,

Has bestowed

A blessing

In disguise

Upon You.

Silent Scream

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For Your

Need to release

Your tangled emotions

Twisted thoughts

Is urgent.

For Your

Mind has

Seemingly spun out of control

Unstoppable.

For Only

Silence You witness,

When sounds

are tested.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Voice is

not muted,

For Your

Silent Scream

Will be heard.

Risen Ashes

Volume 36: Into The Storm

From Under

The pressure

Of overthinking,

You're feeling

So unworthy

Not enough.

For Your

Tears have

Seemingly iced over

Frozen.

For Your

Heart has hardened

Turned So cold.

For You've

Been burned

Ashes have fallen

Heartbroken emerges.

For You

Have been

Seemingly beaten down

Self-esteem destroyed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For From

Your Risen Ashes

You'll Soar.

Into The Storm

Volume 36: Into The Storm

For You're

Protected from

Your enemies

poisonous arrows,

For You

Fear Not,

You're standing

in faith.

For Their

Threats have

no control over You,

For God

Is the judge,

Not them.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

Are instilled

With a warrior's strength,

For You're

Raging courageously

Into the storm.

Storm To Still

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For You're

Overwhelmed with

Deep-seated emotions,

Mind is spinning

So confused.

For You

Can't distinguish

between real

and make-believe,

For Decision-making

Is impossible

to accomplish.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Just

Take a deep breath,

For You're

Storm To Still,

Noiselessly profound.

Tears To Reclaimed

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Heart has been

Seemingly shredded,

Pulverized to dust.

Leaving Only emptiness

Where Your

soul once lived.

For You

Silently cry,

While screaming

in Your mind.

For Needed

Peace is

an emergency.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must reboot

Your thinking,

Negative to positive.

For Listen My child,

Know,

That You've

Always been enough.

So Now

Take back Your power.

For You're

Tears To Reclaimed,

Never doubt that.

Dark To Bright

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Wattage is low,

Too dim

Not bright.

For Your

Shine should

be over the horizon,

But, This

isn't the case.

For You

Must harness

Your energy,

For Let

It be seen,

It's Your time.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

 For I'll

Recharge Your glow.

For You're

Dark To Bright,

So soon,

The world

Will view,

The new version

Of You.

Turmoil To Tamed

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Thoughts

Feelings

are twisted,

Can't be separated.

For Your

Heart urges

to distinguish,

Either happy or sad

Good or bad.

For You're seemingly

caught-in-between realities,

For Only illusions

You see.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Keep You grounded.

Turmoil To Tamed,

For Your

Inner demons

Are conquered.

Pain To Peace

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For The

Feeling is 

Heart-wreching

Nerve-wracking

Seemingly unbearable.

For The 

Voices in

Your head,

Can't be quiet,

Bringing upon

mass confusion.

For Your

Body is

full of aches,

From migraines

To numbness.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Calm 

Your mind.

For You're

Pain To Peace,

For Pain 

Is required

In order 

To experience growth.

Heartbroken To Healed

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Tears are flowing

like a waterfall

Never-ending.

For Your

Heart has been

Smashed like

seemingly with a hammer

For ASAP needs resuscitated.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Dry

Your eyes,

For I'll

Make You strong.

For You're

Heartbroken To Healed,

For I'll 

Bless You with

Your Godly One

In My Time.

Prevailed Pressure

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Heat is

boiling within,

For Controlling it

is pointless,

Can't be contained

Unstoppable

Timeless.

For Others

Look on

in astonishment

when viewing You,

For Where

does the

energy arise?

No answers

are obtained,

You're a mystery.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Prevailed Pressure

Energy flow

Is raging.

Pain To Restored

Volume 35: Detected Energy

Up from under

The tears of oppression

Depression,

You lie

Heartbroken

Feeling So unworthy

So Unloved.

For All

You hear

is deafening silence,

Your ears

may bleed.

For Why

does no one

hear Your plea?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I

Heard Your prayer,

For Your

Struggle wasn't

without purpose,

For You're

Pain To Restored

In Jesus name.

Indestructible Soul

Volume 35: Detected Energy

Heat from

Down below,

A spark

in Your soul

Is from 

where it arose.

For The

Fire is flaming high

A lighted up

night sky.

For Your brightness

Can't be shielded.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Godly glow

Shines through,

For Your

Indestructible Soul

Fire can't be extinguished.

Rising Flame

Volume 35: Detected Energy

For Your

Vibrations are fluctuating,

Moving too fast.

For You

Refuse to

let low negativity surroundings

enter Your world.

For You

Must maintain

Your high transmission

For No 

Interference is allowed.

For Your

Positivity is

Your only decision.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You've

Become anew,

For Your

Energy is 

A Rising Flame

Of amazement.

Unstoppable Self-Growth

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

For Your

Self-esteem

Has been beaten down

Belittled.

For Your

Heart has been

So broken,

Your blood

Runs cold

Your tears

Are seemingly ice cubes.

For You

Feel So

Invisible

Non-existent.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Feel unimportant,

For You

Don't realize,

There's a

Blessing in

Your pain,

For Your

Unstoppable Self-Growth,

Makes You

Shine beyond

The brightest star

In the universe.

Perfected

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

For Under pressure

You feel,

For Emotions

Are exploding within,

Out of control

Can't be contained.

For Your

Heart is

beating way

too fast,

For Seemingly

Will result

in Your demise.

Take a deep breath.

For You

Must refocus

All Your energy

On Your goals

Not Your failures.

Stay positive,

Never doubt

Your self-worth.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You're Perfected,

Flawless from My mold.

Ignited Glow

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

For Dim

Your energy flows

Not shining brightly.

For Your

Moving in 

freeze-framed motion

Frozen in time.

For You

Need to change

Recharge.

For You're

Running on empty.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For No

Need to be concerned,

For Your

Ignited glow

I will illuminate.

Blue To Blessed

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

For Your

Emotions are heightened

Uncontrollable.

Nightmares becoming real

So true

So scary.

For You're

too afraid

to open your eyes,

For What

You see,

Is it 

an illusion?

Can You

trust it?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Protect You

from danger,

For You're

Blue to blessed

In an instant.

Broken Restored Whole

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

For You

Feel torn,

In a million

different directions

So confused.

For Your

Mind is

full of

negative thoughts

So helpless.

For Your

Inner soul

So dismembered

So broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You're

Not hopeless,

For I've redesigned,

For You're

Broken restored whole.

Rising From Below

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

Silent

Cold 

Dark 

Alone

Boxed in

You feel,

Even though,

No walls exist.

For You

Must be

down deep,

For The

Daylight can't be seen.

For Fear

Overtakes You,

You can

hardly breathe.

For Is

This the end?

You ponder.

Hoping for

a quick demise.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Fear Not,

I'm right here.

For You

I'll carry,

For I'm underneath

Rising from below.

Foretold Future

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

Under Your

Crushed foundation

of broken promises

You were told,

Was so vulnerable

Believing his every word.

For You

were deluded

Blinded by love.

For You

Couldn't face

The cold

hard reality,

For A

Liar can't be trusted.

For Broken-hearted 

You become,

Seemingly dismembered

into a million pieces.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Only

Show dried eyes

be viewed,

For Your

Foretold Future

I Delegated,

Will be perfect.

Reset Emotions

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

From The

Depth below

Underneath Your soul,

Lies hidden

Dark emotions,

Unimaginable pain

Daytime nightmares.

For Your tears

Have frozen,

Emotionless response

For Numbness

Seems normal.

For Your

Heart feels

So empty

Abandoned.

For You

Seem so alone,

Needing a

hand to hold.

For Peace

Calming Your mind

Would take

a miracle.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must silence

Your thoughts,

For Pray

I heard.

For I'll

Instill You

Needed Strength,

For Your

Reset Emotions

Empowers You

From Within.

Times Magnetism

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

Clock is ticking

Tick tock

Tick tock.

For Times capture

Is Your quest,

Even though,

Moving at

Lightning speed.

No slowly down

Anytime soon,

For All

You see

Is a blur. 

The Energy

Is Unstoppable

So Powerful.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must Gather

Your Strength,

In order

To catch up.

For Times Magnetism

Can't be contained.

Delivered From Darkness

Volume 34: Delivered From Darkness

Into The

Deep depression

You fell,

Only darkness

Only sadness

You see.

For Your

Heart is

Seemingly forever broken.

For Your

Tears are

Flowing like a tidal wave

Ocean full

Of damaged emotions.

For Raging

Pain lies

Within Your chest

For Exploding

Is seemingly possible.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Calm

The storm

I am,

For Your mind

I control,

For You're

Delivered From Darkness

I Declare.

In Due Time

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For You're

Wondering,

When Will

My prayers

come true?

For Waiting

Seems like forever

Never coming to pass.

For You

Pray and pray,

But, Silence

Is all 

You receive.

You just assume

God didn't

hear Your plea.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Rush perfection

Be patient.

For My child,

In Due time

The stage

Will be set.

Self-Worth

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For Your

Thoughts Can

Send You spiraling

Seemingly unstoppable.

For You're

Trying to

Contain the

voices in Your head.

For Never

Believe what they say,

For Lying

Is all 

they know.

For You

Must Keep

Your self-worth embraced,

For Never

Let Anyone

Make You

Feel less different.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Their

Only jealous,

For You're

Glowing with self-worth.

God-Given

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

Is there

More to life,

Than everyday

life responsibilities?

To question

To ponder.

For What's

Your life's purpose?

Main objective

Your goal.

For Overthinking

Plays a role,

When You're

questioning Your destiny.

For Never

Doubt Your

God-Given talents,

For these abilities

Shines Your Power

Strengthens Your Faith.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Stand Tall

Stand Firm.

For Never

Feel insecure,

For You're

Standing In

God-Given Divine Light.

Emotional Numbing

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

From The

Darkened bottomless depths

of emotional distress,

Your mind

becomes entangled

with thoughts

of sadness.

Depression seeps in

Slowly drowning

your positivity.

For Your

Tears of heartbreak

silently falls

No sound

is heard.

For Your

Pained teardrops

even evaporates

almost instantly.

Seems as if

Your emotions are numbing.

For This

Is a blessing

And a curse,

For Not feeling

The upsetting,

Can be beneficial.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must absorb

The negativity,

In order

To benefit

From the positive.

Erased Tears

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For Your

Dried tears

You can't hide,

For Your

Eyes Always

Tells the truth.

For Never

Feel No

One Cares

So Unloved.

For Your

Loneliness is

Only temporary.

For God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Wipe every teardrop,

Dry Your eyes.

For Your

Erased Tears

Is Just

Preparing You,

For Your

Upgraded Level.

Unstoppable Force

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For Your

Darkened emotions

weigh upon you,

Burdens Your soul.

For Your strength

You must gather

Collect.

For You

Must refocus

Your mind

to think positive.

Never let

The enemy 

See Your doubts,

Fake it

If required.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You're

Stronger than believed,

For Weakness

You don't inhabit.

For Keeping

You still is impossible,

You're an

Unstoppable force.

Delayed Dream

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

Deep Down

Inside Your Soul,

Lies an impeded dream

Just waiting

To breathe

To Manifest.

For Your

Stronger strength

Slowly rising to the top,

For You've

Been in rest.

Patiently waiting

To become anew,

For You

Can't be

Less than perfect.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Delayed dream

Only awaits 

For Your complete healing,

In order

To take

Center stage.

Instilled Gifts

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

In the dark

Deep pit 

Of worthless

You fell,

Can't climb out

You're trapped.

For Hold

Your breath,

Save your oxygen.

For You

Can't panic

Must remain calm.

Focus On

The positive

No time 

For negativity.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Never doubt

Your instilled gifts

I presented you with.

Near The Surface

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For You've

Seemingly fallen

Too deep,

No way out

You see.

With No

911 rescue

as an option.

Forever trapped

Panic sets in.

For You

Pray that

God hears

Your plea:

God Please

Save Me!

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You've

Never moved,

I rearranged

Your circumstances

that shifted

Your situation.

For Near the surface

You are

In reality.

Delivering Destiny

Volume 33: Delivering Destiny

For You

Held On....

For As

Long as you could,

You let go

You fall,

So scared

So afraid.

For Your

Life just shattered

into a

million pieces,

Broken like glass

Unable to mend.

For You

Must pray

Not worry.

For God

Has it all

Under His control.

For You'll

Never be

Lost in the abyss.

For God

Will be waiting

to catch you

when weakness overcomes.

For Your

Safe in His hands.

For God

Is Delivering destiny

To Your

Opened door.

Untold Truths

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

Into the deep

web of lies

You fell,

Seemingly trapped

Can't move.

Into Your soul

You search,

For Your dreams

to become reality.

Though, You wait.

Time stands still

You're frozen.

Into the truth

You must release,

Can't let untruths

rule over You.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

Must be honest,

Don't let

Your untold truths

destroy Your destiny.

Restored Mind

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For The

Struggle within

unfolds into

hardened pain,

Unbearable anguish

With no escape

With nightmares

run-rampant.

For Our

Soul's emotions

run extremely deep,

Bottomless

Never-ending.

For We

Become concerned,

Will We

ever recover?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

There's no

need to panic.

For Our

Emotional state

at times,

Will be tested

through trials,

For Then

Your restored mind

will prevail.

Buried Seed

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For down deep

In the ground

It lies.

For Hidden

from our view.

Though,

We know

of its existence

Powerful

Mysterious.

For We

Pray for

fast growth,

Even though,

God says,

Dear child,

For It

Takes time,

In order

to be perfect.

For The

Buried seed

of mustard size faith

that I created,

To grow into

A flawless creation.

Seized Time

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For We

All Wait patiently,

For our spotlight moment

15 minutes of fame

15 seconds.

For We

Want it

so badly,

That some

will sacrifice

their morals

to reach the top.

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Fear that

You have

missed your chance,

For Your

Seized time,

I have

Already ordered.

Keep On Grinding

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For We

All Experience

Trials

Situations wrapped

In turmoil.

For We

All Must

Gather strength

From within,

Deep down below

Known as our soul.

For We

All Must

Realize that

Giving up

Isn't an option.

For We

All Must

Push On

Keep On Grinding!

This poem is a special dedication to the show Supernatural and all of their Awesome Cast❤

Energized Prize

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For We

All try

To succeed

To win.

Rethinking our strategies.

Have to be correct

No room for errors.

For We

Can't let

the others

become vital,

We'll be replaced.

For We

Must stay focused

Not get distracted.

God says,

Dear child,

Don't worry.

For You

Won't be

left without,

For The

Energized prize

You'll collect.

Fully Focused

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For We

All try

to get

our priorities

in order,

Go for the gold.

No Stopping

Until We

cross the finish line.

For We

Reach for

the stars

No dreaming small.

Don't listen

to others

negative opinions,

No Shrinking

You into a box.

For Outside

Your comfort zone

You're guided

to step.

God says,

Dear child,

For You're

Already motivated,

For Fully Focused

You Are.

Into The Zone

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For We

All daydream,

Wishing it

into reality

A dream

come true.

Living in perfection.

Even though,

We All

know that's

not possible,

It's complicated. 

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Don't need

to feel concerned,

For You're

Already into the zone,

Focused only on

the ultimate outcome.

Perfectly Timed Precisely

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For It's

Deemed endless

For No stopping it,

Like a runaway train.

Or, Dare

We even try,

For There're consequences

Don't test fate.

For It's

Controlled by God

Not us.

For We 

Don't have

that power.

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Feel the

need to rush,

For Your

Divine timing

I constructed,

Is perfectly

timed precisely.

Blooming Butterfly

Volume 32: Blooming Butterfly

For In

The cocoon,

You're being molded

Built.

For You're

In hiding,

Just waiting

Patient peaceful anticipation.

No Need

to rush

For Perfection

Takes time,

Is carefully planned

Timed precisely.

Divine God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Beautiful blooming butterfly

wings are opening.

Becoming Beloved

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For You think

that you're hated

Gossiped about.

Wondering Why?

Always overthinking

Always depressed.

For You

Feel not good enough

Less than.

Always needing validation

Always needing attention.

For You

Never stop

to question: 

Why do 

other people's opinions

matter so much?

For God says,

Dear child,

For Be happy

in your own skin.

For Stop trying

to change in order

to be accepted,

For There's

no need,

For You're already

Becoming beloved.

Godly Guided Steps

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For You

Have to be careful

Tread lightly.

For Don't

Miscalculate your moves

No room for errors.

For You 

Can't afford

to be wrong

Too expensive.

For You 

Have only

the one chance

One shot.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Overthink your strategy,

For Your

Godly guided steps

are perfectly directed.

Time Capsule

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For It

Can seem unhurried,

Or, Moving too fast

Unstoppable.

For You

Try to capture it

in slow motion

Freeze-frame.

For Be wise,

Just let it

Move at owns pace

Not rushed.

For God says,

Dear child,

For My

Pefections are

carefully made.

For Your

Time capsule

structured foundation

is built strong,

To withstand

any storm.

Under Pressure Delayed

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For Under pressure

You are,

For Under

Mental anguish.

For Under

False pretenses

of reality.

For Under

Now new management,

For God

Is Always

In Control.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Don't

Feel anxious,

For Your

Under pressure delayed

process is

now in session.

Ferociously Fighting

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For Down

under the pressure

Pain.

For Down

under the upheaval

of oppression,

For We

Have to strike,

For stopping the enemies

Is our mission.

For Only

Positivity here exists,

Negativity got evicted.

For God says,

Dear child,

You're a survivor.

You're strong.

For Failure

Is an illusion.

For Defending,

You're ferociously fighting

Evil set upon you.

For God by your side,

You'll always

Be number one.

Burdens Beware

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For at times,

Our trials

Can overrun us,

Overrule.

For We

Can't focus,

Can't think straight.

But, We

Must readjust

Our thoughts,

Get realigned.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Burdens beware,

For I

Have anointed

Your soul,

To overcome

Your demons.

Hidden Emotions

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For Down

under the pain,

We emerge.

For Our

emotional truth

was buried deep,

Not recognized.

Even though,

Knowing,

It only

deepens our sorrow.

Burdens becoming unbearable.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

have to let

Your hidden emotions in,

Otherwise,

You'll never

locate the peace,

To replace the pain,

In your troubled heart.

Shedding

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For We

Have many layers,

Too complicated.

For We

Have to view

each separately,

Sort them through.

For decision-making

of which 

To Keep

To Discard.

For Only

Keeping the strong,

For The

Weak must begone.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Shedding

Your layers

will make

you stronger than steel,

To defend

Your emotional overload.

Best Version

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For When

Feeling full of regrets,

Stop

Take a deep breath.

For Rethink,

For those regrets

have made

you stronger,

Lessons learned.

So dry

your eyes

Stand tall.

For It's

These painful memories

that draw us

closer to God.

For He

uses your pain

to allow

your growth.

For Have

no regrets,

Otherwise,

No best version

would've been born.

Change Within

Volume 31: Transforming Oneself

For deep down 

We gather

our strength,

To mend our wounds.

For our minds

Must be renewed.

For our soul

Needs to

be replenished.

For We

Must realize

to always remember,

We are

stronger than

we think,

Braver than

we know.

For the

change within,

Is entering

the manifesting stage.

Determined

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

Must stay focused,

Don't get distracted.

For We

Don't let

negativity enter our mind,

Stay positive.

For We

Must block

all that

disturbs our soul.

For We

Must protect

our positive energy.

For God says,

Dear child,

For blessings

will be

bestowed upon you,

For You're determined.

Destiny Driven

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

all want

to succeed in life,

Be successful.

For We

devise a plan

for activation.

For Pray

that it works,

For It

has to,

For Failure

can't be an option.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Understand,

For You're

the chosen one,

For You're

destiny driven.

Divinely Powered

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

Must rethink,

Must be positive,

When trials

are upon us.

For We

Can't let

negativity corrupt 

our minds.

For We

Must refocus our thoughts.

For God says,

Dear child,

For Don't worry.

For You,

I have redirected,

You're divinely powered.

Transforming

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For I

have made

many mistakes,

Though,

I have

no regrets.

For My mistakes

have reshaped

my vision.

Gave me

a new perspective.

For the

silver lining,

The blessing

in the lesson.

For God says,

Dear child,

For your growth

is inspiring,

For you're transforming.

Overloaded Overthinking

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

reach deep down for

Courage

Strength.

Praying it will save us.

For Desperation

fills your lungs

like water,

For Feels like drowning.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Don't fear

Or, Be afraid.

You're safe.

For I'll

rescue you,

From your

own overloaded overthinking.

For Dear child,

Don't keep replaying

different scenarios,

For Once

is all

that is needed.

For Any further,

Involving too much

mixed emotions,

Can short circuit your brain.

Spared Soul

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For inside our minds

Is either

Truth

Or, Lies.

For one is dominant

over the other.

So,  Which one

will you choose?

For clock is ticking,

Time's almost up.

For take

a deep breath.

Then decide.

But, remember,

Your decision

is life-altering,

Don't take

it lightly.

For You'll

want your

spared soul

rebuilt anew,

For If

full of deceit,

Will only

destroy you.

Diamond In The Rough

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

all want

to locate

Gold 

Treasure,

Such a powerful wish.

Can I

will it

to happen?

Can't stop hoping.

For your mind

is overloaded

with mixed messages

of unanswered questions.

Where're the answers?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

be concerned

with results.

For you'll

soon be discovered,

For you're

a diamond in the rough.

Specifically Special

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For We

have our

close connection

of friends.

But,  For some

only wish

they did.

Though,

They don't understand,

That God

is the

only friend

they need.

For others are irrelevant.

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

feel alone

if others

ignore you,

For I

see how

specifically special you are.

For it's

their loss

Not yours.

Beyond Miracles

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For our world

Our universe

is mysterious.

For our mind

can be filled

with madness.

The key

to have

a controlled balance,

Is a positive attitude.

No negativity allowed.

For your

Dreams

Hopes

Must manifest

with positive energy.

For negative

will prevent

a positive outcome.

For in order

for beyond miracles

to exist,

You must

be grounded in faith.

Glorious Gated Heaven

Volume 30:  Beyond Miracles

For our world

God created is

Beautiful

Amazing.

For He

obviously does

work in mysterious ways.

For our

God is

An Awesome God!

Forever in control.

He Got This!

For in

His hands,

Your trials

He battles.

He wins.

Your tears

He bottles.

For when

it's time

to go home,

For you enter

Glorious Gated Heaven.

  

Arrived Treasure

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For we're told,

At the end

of the rainbow

sets a pot of gold,

Is this true?

Or, A fantasy?

For curious minds

will search.

In anticipation

for final result.

For Could

such a

precious gift

be the prize?

Or, Are we

viewing in disillusionment?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I've

already packaged,

Your arrived treasure

in the

place of gold,

For it's

far more valuable.

Detailed Time

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For the clock

is constantly ticking,

For We

try to hurry it up,

Asking God:

What's taking

so long?

Other times,

For We

hope that

it wouldn't

be moving so fast.

We try

to capture every moment.

For it

Can't be contained.

Can't be stopped.

Or, Can it?

Question pondered.

Answer interesting.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I

set the time.

For If it 

can be slowed?

Remains My mystery

for you.

Just know,

That your

detailed time

destiny is

right on schedule.

Indestructible

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For don't

let negativity

fill your mind,

Stay positive.

For don't

lie down

in defeat,

Always Keep Fighting!

For don't

let others

have you

feel less than,

You Are Enough!

For don't

feel like

no ones cares,

You Are Not Alone!

For God says,

Dear child,

For Your 

Heavenly divine armor

Is indestructible.

This poem is dedicated to all those involved in the Always Keep Fighting, the You Are Enough, and to the You Are Not Alone Campaigns.  I hold the show Supernatural close to my heart ♥

 

Warriors Mentality

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For Our

mental state

at times

is out of focus

Not clear.

For Our

thoughts are

relayed as mixed messages

Not reliable.

For Our

decisions are

decided in haste

Too quickly.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

instill in you

a warriors mentality,

To prevail

against the enemy.

Laser Focused

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For You

must be on point,

With target

in your sights,

Thoughts fully developed.

For You

can't be off course,

Even an inch

could cause disaster.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Clear

your mind

of negativity,

For You

have to

be laser focused

to fulfill

your destiny. 

Broken Mindset

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For our thinking

isn't in tune

with positivity

Needs adjusting.

For negativity

births depression

from despair.

For We

have to have

a grateful attitude.

Never take

anything for granted,

Loss can happen

so suddenly.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You

can't afford

to view life

with distorted decisions,

The price is too high

to pay.

For Your

broken mindset

must be reconstructed.

Outdated Expectations

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For We

set our

standards too high

Not realistic.

For We

live beyond

our means,

Leaving us

in insurmountable debt.

For living

in a fantasy world,

Keeps you 

in denial.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For focus

is required,

The truth

must surface,

For your

outdated expectations

can't be

relied upon.

Finalized Fate

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For you wonder:

What's God's

plan for you?

Your destiny?

For We

become anxious

Nervous.

For What's behind

that door?

Is it

what I expected?

Or, Is it different?

For Do I

dare walk through?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't hesitate,

For your

finalized fate

is already finished.

Godly Soul

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For our minds 

can get clouded

with negative thoughts,

For overthinking

plays a role.

For our hearts

can be broken,

Though in time

becomes mended.

For God says,

Dear child,

For you have

to reset your thinking,

For your soul

becomes a casualty

of negativity.

For realize

that it 

must be protected.

For from

your Godly soul,

Is where

your inner strength

is collected.

Stronghold Strength

Volume 29:  Warriors Mentality

For results

of failures,

Your heart

turns hopeless

In despair.

Your future

can't be viewed.

For your guilt-ridden mind

is to blame,

You were irresponsible

when making decisions,

Never thinking

them through.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For you're not

as weak

as you believe,

For you have a

stronghold strength

that's unbreakable.

End Is The Beginning

Volume 28:  Pursuing Purpose

For We

all know

that situations stop

End.

For We

cry out

to God,

For We

can't handle change.

Different environments

Unsure of decisions.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For what

you see

is an illusion,

For the end

truth reveals,

The next 

Chapters beginning.

Manifested Dream

Volume 28: Pursuing Purpose

For We

all put

our plan into motion,

Expecting immediate results

Progress.

For We

pray to God

to hear our pleas,

Our cries for mercy.

God says,

Dear child,

For understand,

I heard

your prayer,

For greatness

Can't be rushed.

For your

manifested dream,

Is still

in the stage

of unfolding.

Kneeled In Prayer

Volume 28: Pursuing Purpose

For uncertain times

are upon us,

For We

must refocus.

For We

must walk by faith

Not fear.

Don't be afraid

Scared.

For We 

walk not alone

Comfort is near.

God says,

Dear child,

For I'm

walking every step

with you,

Carrying you

when needed.

For You

need to be

kneeled in prayer.

Godly Guarded

Volume 28: Pursuing Purpose

For searching

for comfort

can feel impossible

Incapable.

For needing

arms to hold you,

For all alone

you seemingly are.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'm

beside you,

For your

consumption of trials,

Can't be reached.

For always,

You're Godly guarded.

Favored Waiting

Volume 28: Pursuing Purpose

For we all

want our

requests filled now,

Instantly.

For we're 

not realizing

greatness takes time

Can't be rushed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I 

have to

carefully arrange situations

in perfect order,

Have to be patient.

For your

favored waiting,

Is the time

to connect 

with the present.

Time Zone

Volume 28: Pursuing Purpose

For time

can't be pinpointed,

Located.

But,  For we

do try to.

For it's hidden

from our eyesight.

It's a mystery.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For you

have to

slow down,

Be still.

For time 

to be grasped.

Be patient.

For your

time zone

hasn't been

prepared yet.