Expired Feelings

Volume 54: Ever-changing Growth

Years....

You've waited

For change

Movement.

But, Remained the same.

For he

Was too terrified

to leave

his comfort zone.

For my

Love was wasted;

Was just rejected.

Felt so unloved

Unwanted.

Moving on

was only option.

For unexpressed feelings

Have an expiration date

When taken for granted.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For understand that

He's not meant for you.

For Your

Expired Feelings,

I'll refresh

The updated emotions

Of your man of specifics.

From Releasing To Replacing

Volume 54: Ever-changing Growth

Your wasted tears

leaves him unaffected;

He doesn't care.

You call,

Even though knowing

it won't be connected;

On do not disturb.

For You

Must,

Let him go :

He doesn't want

to be held by you.

You're not

the woman he loves;

Accept the truth.

For Remember :

When one door closes

Another opens.

What is lost

Becomes found.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

What I'll

Bestow upon you

Will be Godly perfection.

For Your

From Releasing To Replacing,

Take ahold of 

Your new love.

From Waiting To Walking Away

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Aquired

Days

Weeks

Months

Years....

You sat patiently,

For his reply;

But, Only received

Silence instead.

For he vanished

From your life;

Seemingly,

Became MIA.

Quickly forgotten

Your existence;

He accessed amnesia.

As time

ticked by,

Shedding of unlimited tears

Was just too much :

For love you felt

Began dying;

Seemingly,

Like an unwatered flower.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For embrace

Your life of solitude.

For Your

From Waiting To Walking Away,

Do not be concerned

With tomorrow;

For I'll

Guide your steps

Into glorious matrimony.

From Miserable To Moving On

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Acquired

You're Wondering :

No texts

No calls....

What did I do wrong?

Why did you

remove me

from your life?

Was obviously,

Not a priority.

You cry

Up all night;

You wasn't

who he wanted.

Was replaceable,

So easily forgotten.

You trusted him

to always be honest.

Only to receive lies instead.

So much regret.

Forever trust broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You deserve

A man that loves you.

For Your

From Miserable To Moving On,

Dry your eyes.

In due time,

You'll finally meet

Your Sacred Divine Spouse.

Wasted Time In Silence

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Acquired

For:

Days

Weeks

Months

Years 

Have passed.

For only quietness

as his response;

Seemingly,

Like you don't even exist.

For his actions reveals

That he doesn't love you:

Already been replaced

by younger options.

You're not good enough

Don't qualify.

For No noise

No sound

Just stillness;

Sadness your only company,

Feeling so unloved.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

He doesn't deserve your love.

For Your

Wasted Time In Silence,

I'll readjust

The hourglass,

Then quantum leap

Into timing

Of divine love.

From Waiting To Ship Sailed

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Acquired

With ticking clock:

No notification sound.

Seemingly,

The silence

is so loud.

For Felt Forgotten:

Not a priority

Just another option.

For trusting him

Such a regretted mistake.

Lesson Learned:

Don't trust twice.

Turned off phone....

You're moving on.

Wasted enough time

being taken for granted.

You deserve Goddess status.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Better opportunities

Awaits you. 

For Your

From Waiting To Ship Sailed,

Seemingly,

You've already undocked,

To redock elsewhere.

Teardrops Of Tainted Love

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Acquired

For you loved him

Even when ignored.

Always holding your phone,

Waiting for his call....

that never rung.

Down Deep

You Knew:

That he didn't love you.

In denial you stayed,

For accepting the truth

Would only cause you pain.

Even Though,

You couldn't continue

this masquerade.

Loving him felt forbidden:

Should I feel ashamed?

Your tears kept hidden

from the world to see.

Pretending that you're okay;

With a fake smile

upon your face.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You haven't

met him yet.

For Your

Teardrops Of Tainted Love,

I'll cleanse

Your eyes;

Soon he

Will materialize.

 

From Unwanted To Cherished

Volume 53: A Blessing Or Lesson Acquired

Waiting....

But, No response

He won't answer.

For he's

Occupied with

replying to others.

You don't

even enter his mind.

For Realize,

It's not your fault

He can't see your worth.

For his

Ego and pride

operates his control panel.

He denies accountability.

Blames you

for his clouded judgement.

For Remember:

Karma always

Comes calling.

By the time

He views the truth;

You'll be already

married to someone else.

Too late for love.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You're worthy

Of a blessed love.

For Your

From Unwanted To Cherished,

Your heart

Upon opening,

To his

Longing to love.