Delighted Darkness

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Pitch black

Is Your vision,

Unknown guiding

Your steps.

For Proceed

With caution,

For result

Could be fatal.

Though,

You sense excitement,

For Exploring,

Can bring

Forth new

Broken ground

New territory.

For God says,

Dear child,

You Must

Face Your fears.

For Your

Delighted Darkness,

I'll lead

Your path

Over the mountains

And through

The valleys

To safe passage.

Unconquered Heart

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

So Broken-Hearted,

Future plans

Destroyed,

For Loves

A cruel imposter.

For Your

Heart has been

Seemingly broken

Ripped to shreds,

More times

Than countable.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I will reveal 

What's hidden.

For Your

Unconquered Heart,

That's forbidden

To experience

True love.

I'll lift

The bondage

Of loneliness.

And instill,

At the end

Of the rainbow,

Your treasure.

Restored Soul

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

In the depths

Of the deep

Hollow that

Occupies Your soul,

For Your

Only emotion 

Is numbness.

For Your .

Pain is neutralized,

You're detached

From reality.

For Further

And Further,

You're drifting

Into a 

Different dimension,

Seemingly forever

Disappearing

Non-existent.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I control

Your movements.

For Your

Restored Soul,

I'll refresh

Make anew,

And bestow

Your heart

My healing energy.

Divinely Answered

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Confused

Mixed

Feelings

Of emotional

Broken connections,

Are in question.

For The

Signal was lost,

No translation

Was connected.

For Needed

Repair is

A requirement,

For There's

Failure to communicate. Communication is restored,

For God,

Is in control

Of all situations.

For God says,

Dear child,

I hear all

Of Your questions.

For You're

Divinely Answered,

Just still

Your mind,

And listen.

Enlightened Letting Go

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Hold onto

The past,

Your grip

Is too tight.

Even though,

It only produces

Pains so deep

That cuts

Into Your soul.

For You

Rather hurt

Than move on,

But, You

Must realize,

Reliving the past

Won't change

The ending.

For Regrets

For Guilt,

Is wasted energy

That only

Drains Your soul.

For Need

To try

A different approach.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Can't reverse

The past.

For Your

Enlightened Letting Go,

Will calm

Your mind,

Leaving soul

Blessed with peace.

Intensity Love

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

From under

Dark clouds

Of emotional distress,

Why does

Heartbreak produce

Pains too much?

For You

Must rise up

Must refocus,

The lesson is

Be careful

Who You love.

For Your

Love is

Too intense

For most people,

It scares them.

They can't handle

Intensity on

That level.

It's too deep.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For Your

Heart is full.

For Your

Intensity Love,

Is a blessing

Not a curse,

For Your

Heart is special

Rare.

So Who

You love

Must be unique,

In order,

To accept it.

Step Out In Faith

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For Your

Mistakes

Regrets,

Can make

You question

Your hope

Beliefs.

For You're

Too Afraid

Scared,

To move

From Your

Comfort zone,

For the unknown

Is intimidating.

For Growth

To occur,

You must proceed

Can't stand still.

For Progress

Is needed.

For God says,

Dear child,

Never give up

On yourself.

For Your

Step Out In Faith,

For God

Is beside You,

So take

His hand,

And step into

What You

Can't see.

Unfolding Blessings

Volume 40: Unfolding Blessings

For old visions

Need replacing

with more current ideas,

For old regrets

Old guilt emotions

Need extermination.

For Prayers

To God,

Lay wait

for answers.

For God

When silent,

Doesn't automatically mean

He's not working.

For Your

Patience

Faith

Is tested,

Must hold on

To His Promises,

Not lose hope

Or Doubt His Word.

For In

God's time

Not Yours,

His Unfolding Blessings

Will be

Bestowed upon You,

Just be patient.

Rerouted Tears

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

So tired of swollen eyes

Sleepless nights.

For Regrets

Plague Your mind.

Overthinking overload.

For memories 

That once 

brought happiness,

Now only

sadness remains.

It just took

His beautiful smile,

When he

spoke to me

that day,

My heart

was hooked.

For At

That very moment,

Is when

he stoled

my heart

for eternity,

But, He

felt differently.

So a secret

it became,

Only God knew.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You

Are enough.

For Your

Rerouted Tears,

I'll send

To be bottled.

For Your

Tears are blessings

In Your pain,

For In

Your heartbreak

You grow.

Too Late

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

Your overwhelming

Devastating pained tears

Are falling,

Heartbreak emerges.

As breaking into

Your soul

Seemingly bleeds.

Too late

No reverse exists.

Must accept

He doesn't 

Feel the same,

His decision

Already decided.

Too late

No rewriting outcome.

For Must

Realize that,

He's not

Who God chose.

For You 

Have to

Let him go.

Too late

No more

Holding on.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Time has frozen.

For Your

Too Late For Love,

Must turn

The page,

Starting a

New chapter.

Blessed Brokenness

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

Trying to accumulate

All the pieces,

But, Too scattered,

Too many

To locate

Impossible.

For Your

Tears have

Become ice cold,

Can't control

Their flowing.

The pain

Cuts Too deep

Seemingly unbearable.

For God,

You pray,

Take away

This pain

This heartbreak,

Can't wake up

From this nightmare.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your tears

I've already bottled.

For Your

Blessed Brokenness,

I'll take

To restore You.

Moving On Meditation

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You're

Full of guilt

Regrets,

So many

Past mistakes made.

No turning

Back time.

Must accept

That life

Is all about

Learning and growing,

There's no shortcuts.

Must absorb

The pain,

Embrace it

Feel it

Let it go

Move on.

For There's

Lessons in

The blessings

You must learn.

For everything

Happens for a reason

Is so true

Don't overthink it.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

This Season

You hold.

For Your

Moving On Meditation,

You'll soon,

Meet "the reason

Why You

Couldn't settle."

Reborned Identity

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You need,

Refocused visions

Reformed long-term

Path to follow.

Reinstated self-esteem

Lost in self-pity.

For Regrets

No longer dwells

In Your head,

For wasted energy

It consumes

Drains Your positivity.

For You 

Become anew,

Update forming.

For different

Appearance progressing.

For long-awaited arrival

Soon entering.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'm creating

New version.

For Your

Reborned Identity,

Is in

The stages

Of rebuilding.

Bitterly Betrayed

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For You believed

The words

They breathed,

You trusted.

To later,

Discover evidence

Of a different story.

Leaving You feeling

Hurt

Heartbroken

Used.

For They

Have spoken

With forked tongue

So easily,

Like breathing.

For Their

A wolf

In sheep clothing,

So be careful

What You

Choose to believe.

For They

Don't understand

Lying isn't wise.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You can't

Be so trusting.

For Your

Bitterly Betrayed,

I'll rewrite

Their stories ending.

For Regrets

Will forever 

Haunt their dreams.

Spirited Fire

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

From down deep,

You rise up

From Your brokenness

Emptiness.

Emerging into light

From darkness.

For Your energy

Is overflowing,

Uncontainable.

For You're becoming

A butterfly

From the cocoon.

So beautifully

Divinely constructed.

From the

Ashes of defeat,

You rose

Stronger than yesterday,

In Your armor

Of protection.

For God says,

Dear child,

For You're developing

Into Your purpose.

For Your

Spirited Fire,

It shall

Be kept.

For Is

Needed toward

Your process.

Broken-Hearted Tears

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For Deep

Hardened emotions

You feel,

For Only

Unstoppable

Pain lives within.

For Your soul

Seemingly silently bleeds.

For mixed signals

Your heart

sends Your brain,

Too much confusion

For Your mind

To control.

For You pray

For a clearer vision,

In order,

To make

wiser decisions.

No mistakes

No regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For I'll

Wipe Your eyes.

For Your

Broken-Hearted Tears,

For Realize,

I created You,

For Not

Just Any man,

But, One

Of My

Grace-instilled perfection.

Broken Pieces

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

Into the darkness

Many separate particles

are floating

in mid-air,

Suspended.

For These objects

Are filled

with despairing agony,

For Too much

Emotional revealing.

For Your

Need to feel

Complete

Whole

Is vital,

Unfortunately,

Necessity unmet.

Though,

God says,

Desr child,

For I'll

Reconstruct the puzzle.

For Your

Broken Pieces,

I'll replace

With a heart

Of My Divinely armor,

To prevent further

Damage due

To heartless souls.

Overly Wired Confusion

Volume 39: Turbulent Thoughts

For Too much

Information all at once

Overloaded ideas.

For Too much

Personal data

Privacy violated.

For Too much

Entering into

Closed spaces.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For You'll

Need a

Rewired connection.

For Your

Overly Wired Confusion,

I'll straighten

The indecisions,

To answer

Your questions.

Pent-Up Emotions

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You

Keep a

Tight lid

On the bottle,

Container.

But, Boiling underneath

Is uncontrollable thoughts,

Unstoppable.

For You're

Trying to

Silence

Contain them,

But, Too fast

They travel.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll cleanse

Your mind.

For Your

Pent-Up Emotions,

I'll release 

Your emotional explosion,

To prevent

Further pain.

Forever Fallen

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

Into the abyss

You fell,

For You

Can't climb 

Your way out.

For Darkness

Blinds Your view.

For Your

Heartbeat races,

For You're trapped.

For You

Know that

You can't panic,

Have to

Maintain focus.

For You're praying

that God

hears Your prayer,

Please save me!

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I'll lift

You up.

For Your

Forever Fallen,

You have

To be

Seemingly defeated,

In order,

To rise

So You

Can soar.

Forever Heartbroken

Volume 38: Freed Feelings

For You're broken

For You

Have fallen,

For No

Reaching bottom.

For Can't

Even focus,

Becoming numb

Is Your

New normal.

For No emotions

Avoiding heartache.

For You

Need to realize,

There's a blessing

Disguised in Your pain.

For God says,

Dear child,

I'll mend

Your hearts damage.

For Your

Forever Heartbroken,

Will result

As a blessing

In Your brokenness.