Friday, November 24, 2023

The Boundary Of Silence

Volume 57: Enforced Boundaries : Access And Trust Denied

Once upon a time :
You just wanted
honest communication.
Though ,
He didn't want 
to talk to you ;
Stayed quiet.
So you walked away ,
Closing all doors of accessibility :
Locked
Blocked
Now no way in.
So since ,
He prefers
to sit muted ;
You seemingly ,
Cut the phone cord :
Contact no longer needed.
SO NOW NEVER :
Text
Call
 Leave a voicemail ;
He's too occupied
Entertaining others.
His number erased 
from existence.
For God says ,
Dear child ,
For no sound
Is peaceful.
For Your
The Boundary Of Silence ,
In the stillness
Quietness ;
You two will FOREVER remain.








Thursday, November 23, 2023

Heart -To - Heart Conversation Cancelled

Volume 57: Enforced Boundaries : Access And Trust Denied

For You
Wanted to talk to him.
So,
FOR YEARS :
You waited....
And waited....
And waited.... ;
For a replied text....
Until your patience
Finally ran - out.
So saying goodbye
Was the ONLY word to him
that you had left.
For You
Realized :
So much time lost
Wasted ;
On a selfish man :
TOO BUSY playing mind games.
Was SO immature
Childish
SO needs to " GROW UP. "
So IF he
EVER....
Wants to NOW respond :
No thank you
You already moved on.
For God says ,
Dear child ,
He's not worth
Your presence.
For Your
Heart - To - Heart Conversation Cancelled ,
To NEVER
be rescheduled.







Wednesday, November 22, 2023

Under Emotional Maintenance

Volume 57: Enforced Boundaries : Access And Trust Denied

Slow down
Breathe ;
Take a " time - out. "
A rested sleep
will reset your energy.
For readjust
Your thoughts :
Stop overthinking.
Realign your mind :
To refresh
your soul.
Don't allow
people's opinions
to trigger
your response of negativity.
Not to be taken personally.
For God says ,
Dear child ,
Never allow anyone
to " toy with your emotions. "
For Your
Under Emotional Maintenance ,
You'll be 
ready to
update your future ;
When progress completed.



Monday, November 20, 2023

Severed Connection

Volume 57: Enforced Boundaries : Access And Trust Denied

By text ,
You reached out
To only be ignored.
Obviously ,
He doesn't want
to hear from you ;
OR....
Your voice
When you called.
For action
Of no response ;
Only proves
He doesn't care at all.
For no message ,
Seemingly ,
Is a message :
Of " Leave me alone! "
So walked away
Cut all ties.
For you
deserve ,
A man
that actually wants
you in his life.
Not one
Who has
erased your existence.
Though ,
God says ,
Dear child ,
A Godly man
would always
ensure you're loved.
For Your
Severed Connection ,
Don't blame yourself
For you tried.
He just wanted
a connection
with another.

 

Wednesday, November 15, 2023

Do Not Enter

Volume 57: Enforced Boundaries: Access And Trust Denied

The entryway
is visible ;
Though ,
The door won't open
It's locked.
Must return
to start....
Try again.
I wish you luck.
Seemingly ,
4 walls closing in
No way out :
Must stay calm
Breathe ;
Can't overreact.
For certain doors
Should never
be opened :
Releasing pain and regrets
from Pandora's Box ;
Must never
be an option.
For God says ,
Dear child ,
For enter
Sometimes
Only means exit.
For Your
Do Not Enter ,
Must never allow entrance.


Thursday, November 9, 2023

From Unwanted To Adored

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

With every attempted effort ,
He wouldn't
let you in :
Just pushed away
Time and time again.
A million miles apart ,
Never on
the same page :
Just an illfated connection 
Predermined for failure.
For leaving him behind
Was vital 
to saving your inner peace.
For don't regret your decision ;
He won't even notice
you have left.
Too self-centered
With his own needs.
Though ,
God says ,
Dear child ,
My blessing bestowed to you
Will never have you wondering.
For Your
From Unwanted To Adored ,
Very Soon :
You'll finally meet
The man
That will treat you 
Like the Goddess you are.




Tuesday, November 7, 2023

Love Isn't The Villain

Volume 56: Waiting Unhalted

For love's , 
Not to blame
Not the culprit.
Love Doesn't :
Cause tears
Sadness
Sleepless nights....
Only a man
that's not
right for you does.
For love
Shouldn't equal pain.
Must Refocus :
The big picture
Is what's relevant.
Only one person
Is designed for you :
Specific
All other's
not worth your effort.
Even Though ,
Regrets becomes
Intertwined into your soul ;
Realize ,
You must
Forgive yourself
For being naive ;
For lies
You were told.
Not your fault 
Information withheld.
For God says ,
Dear child ,
Don't be afraid of love.
For Your
Love Isn't The Villain ,
Must take precautions
When choosing a man :
Never trust words
Only just actions.