Revived Heartbeat

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For paralyzing pain

For frozen.

For cold-hearted

when broken.

Tears awaits

for apology

not given.

For regrets

are replayed.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

become bitter

due to heartbreak.

For your

revived heartbeat

will continue.

For the anguish

I will mend.

Lies Of Deceit

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For when

he spoke,

You prayed

that truth

is what

he told.

But, Doubt

had you wondering.

Though,

You still hoped.

Then reality

set in,

For his lies

came to the surface.

For his 

true colors

seeped through.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

feel fooled.

For you

needed to

think that

he really cared.

For his

Lies of deceit

Took your

heart hostage.

Now with

lesson learned.

My child.

Never believe

a person's words,

When it

sounds too perfect.

Relinquished Past

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain 

For there're memories

that we

keep ahold of.

Even though,

It brings us pain.

For afraid of

that captured picture

losing life.

For don't

want to forget.

Even though,

Remembering results

in regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For forgive yourself

of mistakes made.

For you're 

a flawed human.

For your relinquished past

time has expired.

So move on.

For living 

in the moment,

Should be

your focus.

Outdated Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For your inner struggle

was screaming within.

For past emotional conflict

runs deep

into your core.

For recent thoughts

are now entering.

For need 

to stay on course.

For wounds

are reopening,

For negative memories

ripped off

the band-aids.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

let your

outdated pain,

Define who

you are.

For your

resufaced emotional bleeding,

I will seek closure.

 

Teardrop Away From Heartbreak

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For you're trying

not to feel

full effect of emotional turmoil.

For all at once

Is too much.

For holding

your breath.

Trying to

stop time.

Though, it doesn't work.

Your heart

close to breaking.

On the edge

Close to

the cliff.

For got to

maintain control.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Even though,

You made

a wrong decision

judgment call.

The situation

will be alright.

For in My hands

I hold.

For your

teardrop away

from heartbreak

Will be monitored.

For I'll

Never let you endure

more pain

than can be handled.

Disguised Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For you try

to hide

Your despair

Your disappointment.

For no one

can know

that you've failed.

For judgment

would be harsh.

For their understanding

wouldn't be seen.

For there's

no room for failure.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't be

so hard

on yourself.

Be patient.

For it's

human nature

to make mistakes.

For their opinions

shouldn't dictate

your self-worth.

For you're amazing.

For your disguised pain

Is a blessing

of growth.

The One

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

As you sleep,

Do you still

dream of her?

Do you

call out her name?

She loved you

like no other.

For in her heart

You'll always be.

For you meant

the world to her.

Now she gone

For you pushed her away.

Do you even miss her?

For you know

that your heart

needs her.

Though, You won't admit.

For she was

The one,

That you were

always searching for.

For you had her love.

But, You choose

to keep looking,

When she

was already found.

Redirected Heartbreak

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For his

smooth operator

talk you believed.

For he

would never lie.

Or, so you thought.

For his words were golden.

Were priceless.

For when

left on read,

For only silence

was his reply.

For then realized

He couldn't be trusted.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't cry.

For your redirected heartbreak

Will serve

as a testimony.

For some people

are uncapable

of telling the truth.

Altered Pain

Volume 23: Blessings Of Pain

For can

make you uncomfortable.

Makes your

skin crawl.

For makes

your heart rate increase.

Makes your

temperature rise.

For can

spin your emotions

to an elevated level.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For pain

is not

your enemy.

For altered pain

is transformed 

into another state.

For strength

is embraced.

Heartfelt

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

In the midst

of tears,

Falling elements

of pain.

You try to

push it down,

So not 

to feel the agony.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For through

the pain

you grow.

Which is necessary

for life's lessons.

For my child,

The growth of pain

is heartfelt.

Overrided Fear

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

 In the depths,

 Where darkness lurks

 can seem scary.

 For new territory to be explored.

 For hidden in our mind

 Is a mixed 

 emotional rollercoaster.  

 Torn between faith and fear.

 For which is stronger?

 For who to trust?

 God says,

 Trust Me.

 I'll never leave you astray.

 For overrided fear

 I have already installed

 in your soul.

  

Heavenly Held

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For the sky,

Clouds

Bless us

with many mysteries.

For the universe

whispers predictions

for come to pass.

God says,

For I hold

many secrets,

That you'll

be known

in due time.

For my child,

You'll always

be safe,

In times

of uncertainty.

For by Me,

You're heavenly held.

Strong Instilled

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when

you're feeling,

Sad

Confused.

Lost

Weak.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

be frightened

by mixed emotions.

I'll never leave you.

For I'm

holding your hand.

For my child,

You're strong instilled,

Withstanding any 

negative emotion

that you perceive.

For you'll

be alright.

For your

mind is protected

By my

heavenly forces.

Heart Deflected

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when broken,

The beating

slows to

an almost stop.

For feeling 

of an empty shell

Is all that's left.

Need to redirect

The mind

The thoughts.

The numbness

The feeling

of nothingness.

For pain

has been frozen.

For heart deflected

Is required.

For a reset selection.

Guarded Heart

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For broken

pieces of your heart,

You just

keep collecting.

For their cruel words

cuts your soul deep.

For an apology from them

Is left unspoken.

Like their

behavior is acceptable.

For don't cry

For their

not worth your tears.

For put up barriers

To block against negativity.

For your guarded heart

Will be

Forever protected.

Inner Strength

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For when

you feel

Lost

Alone,

For don't despair.

God never

abandons His children.

For He

shelters them

in His arms.

For in

Your darkest moment

Your worst memory,

God is by your side.

God says,

Dear child,

For your stronger

than you think.

For reach inside

And collect

your inner strength.

Heavenly Protected

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For she rises up

with wings expanded.

For she 

has sword

strapped to her hip.

With armor

covering her shell.

For she takes

her place upon the cloud.

For preparing 

For battle to begin.

For fearless angel,

With God

by her side.

Takes out

her sword,

To defend

The Pearly Gates.

For heavenly protected 

They stand.

Guilt Minded

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For under

the ruins

you crawl

out of.

Covered in dirt.

Shame fills

your mind.

For remember,

You were

pure in your intentions.

For you

meant no harm.

For you

did no wrong.

For they

lay blame

upon you.

For don't

let guilt

run your thoughts.

For their

at fault.

So dust

yourself off,

Walk away proud.

For it's

them that

can't accept responsibility.

Heavenly Archangel

Volume 22: Strength In Weakness

For you cry.

For stripes

across your back,

Rip your

heart apart.

For mental anguish

is worse

than physical.

For you

wipe your eyes.

For you

pray for help.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For inside you

Down deep

In your soul,

A dormant feeling occupies.

That I

instilled in you

before birth.

For reach down.

For that energized emotion

now breathes life.

For your

strength replaces weakness.

For you're

with sword

in hand.

Standing tall.

Facing adversaries.

For the strength

of an archangel,

You now acquire

from heaven above.

Achored Ashes

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For to recollect.

Need to

Start over.

Start fresh.

Need a

stable foundation.

Need strength that

can't be broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I shall provide

the needed materials.

For the most important 

Is anchored ashes.

For it will maintain

An unbreakable standing,

When molded

from my kiln.

Untouchable Flames

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For it 

can be dangerous.

For it

can contain

hot embers,

That can

produce a spark.

For you're

concerned a

burning could occur.

Though,

God says,

 Dear child,

For don't fear

The flames

won't engulf you.

For even though,

You're surrounded

by the heat.

You're guarded

by my grace,

From the

untouchable flames.

Tears Of Victory

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For in

your darkest night,

When you

feel your demons

take ahold.

For take

a deep breath.

For you

got this.

For don't

feel afraid.

Just kneel

and pray.

For God hears.

You're not alone.

For God says,

Dear child,

For don't fear.

I'm right here.

Your stained tears,

I'll make

tears of victory.

For you'll

glide past

those demons

of the night.

For out

of the darkness

into the light

You'll appear.

Unshakable Tears

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For when begun

can cause

complicated emotions.

For even

when soft

is strong.

For tears

seem to

be characterized

as a weakness.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Not only

are your tears

prayers to me,

They're unshakable tears.

Made from

your sword

of courage.

I forged

for you,

To form

a more

resilient warrior.

For the

desired love,

That your heart

thirsts for.

Hollowed Heart

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For an 

empty space

it contains.

For tears

could fill it.

For numbness

is all

you feel.

For an

emotionless response

is warranted.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For the room

I'll replace

with love.

For don't cry.

For I'll

replace with joy.

For your

hollowed heart,

Will be occupied

with my peace.

Forbidden Love

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For in the

Pain

Storm

They are formed.

For from

fallen tears,

They originate.

For in

your heart,

They always stay.

Never leave.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For the pain

of love

is worth it.

For you cross

paths with

amazing people.

Even though,

They aren't

the one,

You experience

a special

kind of love.

For your

heart to

forever hold.

Walk Fire By Faith

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For in

the pitch-black.

For your sight

is temporary taken.

For your emotions

are heightened.

For your strength

is solid.

For the heat

is intense.

For the fire

is roaring.

Though,

God says,

My child,

The flames 

will not

engulf you.

For you're indestructible.

For you can

Walk fire

by faith.

Forever safe

Protected by

my grace.

Rising Warrior

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For you've been

Kicked

Punched

to the ground.

Insulted to the core.

Made to

feel guilty.

Heart ripped

to shreds.

Self-esteem terminated.

Though,

God says,

For when

knocked down.

Get back up.

For don't let

their words

hurt you.

For their insecure.

Don't understand.

For my child,

You're stronger

than you believe.

For when

you're down,

It's alright

my child.

For I 

have your

armor ready.

For when

you're coated,

For a

rising warrior,

The new

you will become.

Rebuilt Ashes

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

For need to collect

Broken promises

Broken dreams.

For don't miss

any ingredients.

For it's vital

so can 

make whole.

For God says,

I will make

your foundation strong.

From rebuilt ashes

That was intended

to destroy you.

Will restore you.

Rising From The Ashes

Volume 21: Rising From The Ashes

You feel beaten

Broken

Defeated.

But, With 

the faith

of a mustard seed.

Laying on

the ground,

You begin

to move.

Gathering all

your strength.

For from

the fire,

That burnt

your dreams.

Though, 

For your

dreams can

be rebuilt.

So rising

from the ashes,

With a warrior's strength.

Prepared to battle

Your inner demons

in your head.

Blessed Pain

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For tears flow.

For heart

cries in distress.

For you wonder why?

Why the need

for such discomfort?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Please don't cry.

For your pain

has a purpose.

Which I

will reveal

the details.

For you'll

receive blessed pain.

Blessed Waiting

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

Blessed Waiting

For it

seems like forever,

For a prayer

to be answered.

For it's easy

to become impatient.

For we lose

Our hope 

Our faith.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For the

blessed waiting,

Just means that

you'll receive

more than

you asked for.

Blessed Teardrops

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For we

shed millions

during heartbreak,

Focusing only

at the pain.

For regrets

Mistakes

is all

that appears

in your mind.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For the tears

will dry up.

Heart will be healed.

Leaving a lesson learned.

For your pain

was not

without purpose.

For blessed teardrops

they are.

Rerouted

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For we all

encounter problems.

Worries caused

by fear.

Tears caused

by turmoil.

Heart breaking

caused by

relentless pain inside.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For when you feel

you can't go on.

Can't take

another day 

For you

need to pray.

Cast it all

upon me.

For I

can have

it all rerouted.

God's Healing Touch

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

God's Healing Touch

For when,

Your pain

can seem

too much.

For when,

Your tears

can seem

to never cease.

For when,

Your heart

can seem

the wounds

can't close.

Though, 

With God's healing touch,

 You are restored.

Treasure Chest

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For when

you pray,

God hears.

For He

wipes your tears.

He heals

your heart.

Takes away

your pain.

For His

Miracles

Blessings,

Are kept

in His

treasure chest.

Fallen Blessings

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For the sky

holds the clouds.

For the moon

The sun

are also held.

The universe

is capable

of capturing

all of

God's gifts.

For God's

fallen blessings,

come from

up above.

Disguised Blessings

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For usually

Your miracles 

Your blessings

are easily noticeable.

But, sometimes,

They are hidden.

For they appear

as you would

never expect.

For God says,

For I gift wrap,

Your disguised blessings 

as something

you would never see.

Arrived Blessings

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For after

you pray.

For you

then wait.

For silence

is loud,

When waiting

for the miracles

to materialize.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your arrived blessings

are here.

For you practiced patience.

Blessings From Heaven

Volume 20: Blessings From Heaven

For in

a trial,

You kneel

to pray.

Need a

prayer answered.

The door

won't open.

Confused in tears.

Dear God,

Can you hear me?

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

No need

to cry.

For you prayed.

Waited in patience,

For my reply.

Now my child.

Your blessings from heaven,

Will rain down

upon you.

Beyond The Blessings

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For you pray

for an answer.

Need a 

door opened.

For you wait.

For patience

is a virtue.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your Season

is upon us.

For beyond the blessings,

Will soon

shower you.

Beyond Recognition

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For they

fall like rain.

They are

heart's overflow.

Seeming to

have no

cut-off switch.

Though,

God says,

For I

bottle every tear.

For they 

won't be tainted.

Dear child,

Your dried tears

won't stain you.

For you'll

be blessed

beyond recognition.

Beyond The Storm

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For trials

in life,

Can seem

to break 

your spirit.

For your heart.

Your soul.

For only 

so much pain

it can endure.

For God

is testing you.

Can you pass?

For it's not

to break you.

But, to teach you

through the pain,

A lesson

needs to be learned.

For beyond the storm,

With the lesson learned.

You new found knowledge,

Will rise you

to press

the reset button.

Storm Settles

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For your trial

is upsetting.

For the wind

is blowing wildly.

For you must

stay positive.

For negative thinking,

Will only

multiply your problems.

Though,

God says,

Your trial

is only temporary.

So pray.

Have faith.

For you'll be

much wiser,

When the

storm settles.

Eye Of The Storm

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For in

the middle

of despair,

You cry

Dear God,

Please help me!

Need your guidance.

Your love.

Feel abandoned.

Feel all alone.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

I am

right here.

You're not alone.

With my protection,

You're forever

in the eye

of the storm.

Stronger

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For mistakes

fill you

with regrets.

For promises

were not kept.

Though,

In understanding

We understood.

For forgiveness

You received.

Compassion was heartfelt.

For God

never left you.

For when

the storm dissipates.

A stronger you

will be born.

Storm Passes

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

In life

we all

experience trials.

For how

we react

Is vital 

to our survival.

For we

have to pray.

Give it

to God.

For He

fights our battles

for us.

For He never

leaves our side.

For our

storm passes.

Painful Words

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For the past,

Mistakes were made

that can't

be undone.

For sorry

can't undo

the damage.

For can only now,

Learn from

the pain

That I caused.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

For don't

feel guilty.

For intensified emotions

can spiral out of control.

Producing words that

can't be taken back.

Lesson here is:

Thinking before

you speak.

Before you

open Pandora's Box

and let

painful words out.

That you

can't close.

Rise Up

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

On your knees,

A tear falls

at your feet.

You feel

like giving up.

For you feel

like a failure.

For you

feel like

you let

everyone down.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

You let

no one down.

For your emotions

are a human trait.

For sadness,

is not

a weakness.

It's a strength.

For only

through it,

Do we grow

and rise up.

Fighting Through The Storm

Volume 19: Fighting Through The Storm

For you've

been down.

For you've

felt all alone.

For your

internal soul

was in turmoil

with your mind.

For your tears,

You feel like

you need to 

keep hidden.

For your embarrassment

seems too much.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

We all 

make mistakes.

It's alright.

For stay strong.

For fighting 

through the storm,

I am here for you.

So put your 

trust in me.

A much stronger person

You will be.

The Reality Of Love

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For we all

want to be loved.

For some 

are lucky

in love.

But, For some

single solitude

is our home.

For searching

only causes 

us pain.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

The reality of love,

Is that

It's the one

that I choose.

The Reality Of Goodbye

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For the trail

of tears

of broken hearts.

Broken dreams.

For your 

ideal soulmate,

Wasn't ideal

at all.

For only tears

you received.

Heartbroken regrets.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

The reality of goodbye,

Is knowing that 

It's their loss.

Not yours.

Forever Free

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For was trapped

by chains

of illusionary love.

For the connection

felt so real.

But, was

only a lie.

Was too trusting.

Was so naive.

Heart was

so confused.

Then the

tears fell.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Don't cry.

Your heart

will heal.

You'll be

forever free.

For I'll

provide you

with the

right one.

Reality Of Moving On

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For the

amount of

fallen tears

fills all of

the earth's ocean's.

Never drying up.

Leaving your

heart feeling

forever broken.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

Your tears.

Your pain.

Will only make you stronger,

When the reality of moving on

journey begins.

Reality Realized

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For past illusions

can make

you see mirages.

For even now,

You have

to use caution.

Be careful.

For tricks

of the mind,

Have been 

known to happen.

Though,

God says,

Dear child,

No need

to worry.

For I'll

know when

reality realized

is seen.

Not make-believe.

Revealing Reality

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For in

the past,

The picture

wasn't in focus.

For couldn't

see what

you needed.

Had to assume.

Had to interpret

the meaning.

Though now,

God is

revealing reality

His way.

Fully focused.

On the big screen.

Door Delivered

Volume 18: Entering Reality

The locked door

doesn't reveal

my destiny.

For have 

to be patient.

Wait.

God says,

My child,

In my timing,

Which will

be perfect.

Your door delivered

will be. 

Opened Door

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For closed door

is locked.

For need

to look

for a key.

Though,

God says,

No, my child,

Door is locked

for a reason.

For this

Is Your Season.

Your opened door

needs no key.

Entering Reality

Volune 18: Entering Reality

For is

What you hear true?

For lies

lead us.

For is

What you see real?

For delusions

can delude

our thinking.

For I 

know what

to believe.

For God

is preparing me.

For entering reality.

Redefined Focus

Volume 18: Entering Reality

For keep 

your thoughts together.

For don't

let them

seep through,

The cracks

in your mind.

For the

memories can fade.

For disappearance

can delete.

So need

to reset

the brain.

So pray

For guidance.

For need

redefined focus

to proceed.

Heavenly Healed

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For God

hears our crying.

Sees our pain.

For He brushes

away your teardrops.

For He wants

to remove

our agony.

To give

us His peace.

So from

up above,

He heavenly

healed us.

Move Past The Pain

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For don't stay

trapped in

your past.

For your regrets

are played

on repeat.

For the heartbreaks

need to heal.

For the tears

need to

remain invisible.

For move past the pain.

See learned lessons

as God's blessings.

For He wants

us to grow.

Strength Within

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For dry

your eyes.

For crying

leaves the

wound open.

For catch

your breath.

For stand up.

For find

your footing.

For pray.

For strength within.

Cried Out Eyes

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For one teardrop

is too many.

For a million

can't be contained.

For when 

silence enters

the scene.

For rethinking

the situation occurs.

For God says,

My child,

As He wipes

away your pain.

For I have

healed your heart.

So your cried out eyes

can now rest.

Derailed Dream

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For my
derailed dream,
Was an illusion.
For it
had me deceived.
Though,
God provided
me strength.
Molding His soldier
for standing
to rise above.

Rewritten Story

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For the
old version
has expired.
Is outdated.
For it should
have new insight.
For fresh words
needs to
fill the pages.
For a
rewritten story,
The author
has required.

Detailed Dreams

Volume 17: New Beginnings

When you
close your eyes
and go to sleep,
For dreamland appears
on the screen.
Are these dreams
explaining what
you need to know?
Giving you
all the information?
Though,
My dreams are detailed.
For God
made my
movies complete.

Welcome The Wait

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For don't
be discouraged
when trying
to be patient.
For God
is in no hurry.
For He's
Never too early.
Never too late.
So just
Welcome the wait.
For God
Is always on time.

Miracles Materialize

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For we
all hope
for our
dreams to
come true.
We pray.
We wait.
We get frustrated.
For we
see no progress.
Though,
God is working.
For the
miracles materialize
in His perfect timing.

New Beginnings

Volume 17: New Beginnings

For the
old ways
are obsolete.
No longer usable.
Not viable.
For current
ideas are
now in progress.
For use
them with care.
For changing
at a
blink of an eye
can occur.
For new beginnings,
Makes your impossible.
God possible.

Wait On Time

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For time
can seem
quickly spent.
Or stands still.
Motionless.
Though,
God says,
Time has
no expiration date.
For sometimes,
You have
to wait on time
to see
His blessings.

Try For Tomorrow

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For don't
look back
in your past
where regrets
are reminded.
For this day
should be
your focus.
For live
in the moment
if you're able.
Though,
If not.
Try for tomorrow.

Step Into Success

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For planning
our career
can be
fear filled.
To try
to not
forget any details.
For there's
a deadline
with no
extension granted.
For every
moves feels
like a mistake.
For me,
My direction
is guided.
In God's process,
I'll step into success
in His time.
Not mine.

Old Self Ashes

Volume 16: Future Blessings

As I rise up
from old self ashes,
I stand glowing.
I stand proud.
I stand knowing
that I'm
just starting.
For this
new life
brings new beginnings.
So welcome world.
For here I am.
For my
enhanced self,
Is looking
into my future
with no limits
for advancing.

Greatness Meant

Volume 16: Future Blessings

Now that
the tears
have fallen.
For God
healed your
broken heart.
Now with
it mended,
You can
move on
to better opportunities.
For dear child,
You are
greatness meant.

Broken Blessing

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For as
the tears fall.
Your heart
breaks into
a million pieces.
Though,
God wipes
them away.
Dear child,
It'll be okay.
For I'll
give you strength.
For you'll
be a broken blessing.

My Turn

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For everyone
waits for
their time
to shine.
To show
what their
made of.
Trying to
be patient
is unbearable.
For me,
I can wait.
For God
is preparing me
for my turn.

Power Through Patience

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For we
all want
our wishes
granted now.
No waiting.
Though,
God says,
Listen closely.
Blessings requires
extra care
to process.
For there's
a silver lining.
You gain power
through patience.

Blessings Beloved

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For God
from heaven,
Rains down
His love.
For we
may not notice,
When we're
experiencing a trial.
Though,
God's love
is always
with us.
He never leaves.
For His
blessings are beloved.

Overcomer

Volume 16: Future Blessings

For in
my past,
Mistakes tried
to destroy me.
Though,
Those mistakes
didn't succeed.
For in
my present,
Learning lessons
by trial and error.
For in
my future,
I will
not fear.
For God
is ahead
of me,
Clearing the way.
For I know,
That I'm
an overcomer.
For God is
the only reason,
That I'm
standing today.

This poem is dedicated to the
singer Mandisa for her song
Overcomer.

Time Will Reveal

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For time
can be
moving one minute,
To stop
the next.
Just frozen.
So still.
For me,
Time is
moving at
God's pace.
For me,
Time will reveal
My concealed future.

Patience Is Waiting

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For we
all want
our dreams
to come true
right now.
For we
can't wait.
Though,
God says,
In my time.
Not yours.
For my patience
is waiting.

Rising Up

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For in my past
was bonded by,
Fear of
the unknown.
For it
keep me frozen,
Unable to move.
Then God
spoke to me.
Dear child,
No need
to fear.
For rising up,
Is your destiny.

Time To Come

Volume 15: Moving Forward

When preparing,
Have to
plan ahead.
Have to
gather all
needed materials.
So check
the list twice
to not forget.
For soon,
The time to come
curtain will rise.

Leap Of Faith

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For we
are afraid
to take
chances in life.
For failure
can be devastating.
Though,
A limited life
can leave you
emotionally immobile.
For you need
to step out
of your comfort zone.
Take a leap of faith
into the unknown.

Dreams Revealed

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For my dreams
might seem
unreal for some.
For I
only dream big.
For dreaming small
is pointless.
For in
the near future,
My dreams
will be revealed.

Unfolding Future

Volume 15: Moving Forward

In my past
darkness took up
too much space.
For my present
is full
of mixed emotions.
For my future
will soon
be unfolding.
Though,
God has
already spoken.
For my
future is foretold.

Toward The Spotlight

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For I
am evolving.
Rising up
from under
the ashes.
For a
new me
is on
the sidelines.
For toward
the spotlight
I'm stepping.

Beyond Reason

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For questions
needs answers.
Though,
Yet sometimes,
The answers
are invisible.
Leaving you
with even
more questions.
So, Don't ask.
Just let
God do
His job.
For beyond reason
is the answer.

Bright Light

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For my memories
are slowly fading.
For the ashes
surrounds me.
For burning bridges
played a role.
Though,
I know
that life
is a
forever changing vessel.
So move
away from
the darkness,
Into the
bright light.
Which is
your destiny
that awaits you.

Future Unseen Answers

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For we
all seek
the truth
to our questions.
We pray
for an
easy solution.
For we
don't want
to do
extra research.
Though,
Looking ahead,
The future
has unseen answers.

Coming Into My Own

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For my past
is lined
with regrets.
Lessons were learned,
So the
tears were
not wasted.
For growth
was needed
in my journey.
For it
will bring forth,
Coming into
my own.

Over The Horizon

Volume 15: Moving Forward

Leave your past
in your
rear view mirror.
New opportunities
are now near.
Your dreams
are so clear.
At the top
is where
you belong.
For over
the horizon,
Is approaching.

Moving Forward

Volume 15: Moving Forward

For my
tears has
left a
trail of regret.
Though,
Lessons were learned.
Pain equals power.
So tears
were necessary
for my growth.
For my direction
is moving forward.

God Heals

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For your
tears are concealed.
For your
heart may
never heal,
Or, For it
may seem.
For your emotions
run very deep.
Though, God
senses your pain.
For God heals.

God Notices

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For when
we cry
all alone,
We think
our tears
are hidden.
For when
our heart breaks,
We think
that the
hurt will
never stop.
For when
we feel
this way,
Don't give up
cause God notices.

Blessing Bestowed

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For in life
there's many doors.
Whether,
Right or wrong,
Depends on
what door
you choose.
For watch
God for
the signs,
That He shows.
For in
the middle
of your trial,
A blessing
is bestowed.

I Have Risen

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.
.
Volume 14: Forever Strong

For my
tears are invisible.
For my
heart's at peace.
For my
scars are
result of
battles fought.
For regrets
are now
life's learned lessons.
For once fallen.
I have risen.

Past Left Behind

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For leave
your past
behind you.
It will
only cause
you pain.
For you
have cried
enough tears,
To fill
all of
the oceans.
So close
the door
and lock it.
To never reopen.
For new beginnings,
Is now
your main focus.

Webbed Lies

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For their
lies are
webbed in
the heart.
Can't believe
what they say.
For it's
your broken heart
that pays.
So hold on
to the truth.
Don't let
your tears
be seen.
Just proudly
walk away.
For the liar
doesn't deserve
a chance
to explain.

Battle Within

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

When my
tears collect,
I pray
for strength.
For my
emotions can
be a lot
too bear.
Inner turmoil
is a
roll coaster affair.
Though,
With God's grace.
I will win.
The battle within.

Forever Strong

My Volume 14: Forever Strong is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign.

Volume 14: Forever Strong

For my tears
are swallowed
to form a smile.
For my emotions
becomes armor.
From my enemy,
I may fall.
Though,
I will rise
forever strong.

Lessons Learned

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For when
trials arise,
We pray
to God,
To eliminate
the enemy.
But, God
seems to
not speak.
For He is
telling us,
That we
have to wait.
For a quick rescue,
Doesn't give us
the time needed,
To see
the lessons
that should
be learned.
For in
every trial
that enters
our life.
There is
always lessons
that need
to be learned.

Molded Miracles

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

You shape
your thoughts
to fit
the working divine.
For these
come from heaven.
Up above
shining bright.
For your
prayer request
has been received.
For molded miracles
are formed.

God Moves

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For the wind
is caught
in a trace.
For your
trials seem unending.
Is God near?
Where is He?
For can't see
any change
in my circumstances.
When God's
not speaking,
Doesn't mean
He's not moving.
For that's
when He
creates miracles.

God Waits

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

When trials
come into
our path,
How do we respond?
Do we
talk to God?
Or, Do we
keep them
bottled up inside?
We should
do what
needs to
be done.
For send a
message to God.
For He waits.

God Reaches Down

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For the
silence seems
too surreal.
For the world
is standing still.
For in
the middle
of this
I am.
For no one
to hold
my hand.
But, From
up above
descending,
God reaches down.

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, and Misha Collins for their You Are Not Alone Campaign.

God Is Occupied

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For when
answers to
our prayers
seem to
go unheard.
We start
to doubt
God's word.
Is He listening?
Does He even care?
For we want
immediate results.
Though,
God did hear
Always cares.
Just because
you can't see
God's hand,
Doesn't mean
God's not occupied.

Fight By Faith

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For when
in prayer,
We expect
an immediate answer.
But, remember,
God answers
in His time,
not ours.
So patience
is required.
For we
can't put
demands on God.
For we have to
Fight by faith,
When waiting
on God's reply.

Behind The Scenes

Volume 13: Being Strong In Stillness

For when
we pray,
Waiting on
God for
an answer.
Only silence
is heard.
For no
movement occurs.
But, don't
be discouraged.
Because God
is working
behind the scenes.

Forever United We Stand

This poem is a special dedication to the cast of the show Supernatural and to my SPN Family which I hold both close to my heart.💓

For they entered
our television screen
on September 13, 2005.
Our hearts quickly
grew to love
our Winchester brothers.
For can't be complete
without our beloved
Supernatural cast.
For 14 years,
Saving people,
Hunting things,
The family business.
For they had
work to do.
When Supernatural
ends next year,
For tears will be shed.
Though,
The SPN family
will live on.
Forever united
we stand.

Subconscious Manifestation

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

To plant
a seed
give it
water and light.
For the growth
will proceed.
For a thought
is planted
in the subconscious
of our mind.
For which
it takes form.
For subconscious manifestation
will be the result.

Dreams Manifested

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

As you
rest for sleep,
For your
heart is full.
Full of hope
Full of happiness.
For from
your heart,
is where
the love dwells.
For in
your heart,
dreams are manifested.

Objective Overflowing

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For our
thoughts are
collected by
downloaded media.
For congested
information is
then observed.
For don't
let it
overwhelm you.
For objective overflowing
gives you
many opportunities,
For many
open doors.

Visions Of Dreams

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For when
we sleep,
Our mind
is full
of visions
that we want
our life
to become.
When awake,
those visions
are filled
with affection
from the heart.
For visions
of dreams,
Is ambition
we love.

Daily Assessment

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For when researching
our materials
for clarification,
To distinguish
which decisions
to make.
For everyday
evaluation is needed.
For you can't
make a mistake.
For daily assessment
is essential.

Inexhaustible Perseverance

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For when
we're molding,
Our existence
Our life's dream.
Don't let setbacks
deter you to quit.
Don't put
bars on
the windows.
For that's when
God opens doors
for you to soar.
For inexhaustible perseverance
will strengthen
your soul,
Bringing a
reborn you
to the surface.

Unconquerable Quest

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For there's
treasure hidden,
You investigate
to perceive.
Need to fulfill
your destiny.
Your long-term plan.
Stay positive
in the moment.
Don't waste
negative energy.
For unconquerable quest
you seek to discover.

Design Fulfilled

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For you
draw up
your plan,
To place
into the
correct order.
For it needs
to be
thought out.
For when
you're determined.
For your
design fulfilled.

Aspiration Unfolds

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For we all
have a
talent in life.
For we search
to develop.
Needed practice.
For when developing,
Your gift soars.
For your
aspiration unfolds.

Dreams On The Horizon

Volume 12: Dreams On The Horizon

For we
all carry
a longing
Yearning
in life,
To make
our wishes
come true.
For we pray
that God
delivers them.
For your dreams
on the horizon.

Harden My Heart

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

For tears
of a
broken heart,
Cut deeply
So full of pain.
For opening up
your heart
to love,
was a
gigantic mistake.
Though now,
Harden my heart,
Build a new
concrete wall.
But, this time
with extra security.
For never let
anyone back in.

Repentance

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

Crying with
Regret
Remorse.
For decisions
made without
guarded thought
is imprudent.
For words
said in anger
can't be
taken back.
For there's
damage to
the soul.
For a wound
that's hard
to heal.
For forgiveness
is not welcomed.

On Edge Of Heartbreak

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

For there's tears
due to
my own undoing.
Don't say,
You're sorry.
For an apology
shouldn't be accepted.
Some wounds
can't be mended.
For actions
have consequences.
For on
the edge
of heartbreak,
I'm standing.

Undesirable Soul

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

For my actions
have consequences.
For my emotions
can be contaminated.
When making choices,
Decisions aren't
always easy.
For an
undesirable soul
lives within.

Anguished Heart

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

In life
looking for
that special one,
Praying for
a heavenly connection.
Trusting a person
with your heart,
Is a terrifying concept.
For the pain
can be overwhelming.
For if the relationship
should end.
For an anguished heart
can feel fatal.

Emotional Affliction

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

Tears flow again,
For the everyday occurrence.
For the nightmare
never ends,
It just continues.
For turning
the page,
Doesn't start
a new chapter.
For emotional affliction
is everlasting.

Emotions Are Conflicted

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

With your
emotions,
Intensity is
close to
the surface.
For it's magnitude
is magnified.
For your soul
feels closed.
For your
emotions
are conflicted.

Soul Was Spared

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

For emotions
run deep.
For it's hard
to contain them.
Deep down
where they live.
For my soul
was in jeopardy.
Needed saved.
Needed rescued.
But, God intervened.
For knowing,
My soul
Needed restored.
Needed rebuilt.
For my soul
was spared.

Tainted Tears

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

Years of emotion,
Too incomplete.
Too defective.
For needing to
feel normal
was vital,
But, was unsustainable.
To God
I pray,
To make me
feel engaging.
So through,
My tainted tears,
I can be sentiment.

Moving Past The Pain

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

Catch your breath,
For your emotions
running through
your soul.
Though,
Don't stand still
For too long.
For being immobile
will take
its toll.
For moving past
the pain,
Is the
only road.

Pain Be Removed

Volume 11: Moving Past The Pain

When you
exhibit too much,
Feelings.
Emotions.
Can't sleep
for tears
keep you awake.
Even though
your nightmare
continues.
Just realize
the truth.
Pain be removed.

Pain Not Wasted

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

For our impediments,
Heartbreak.
Suffering.
Changes us.
For we don't
remain the same.
For how
that changes you,
Is your decision.
Either for bitter
or better.
Your choice.
For if bitter
is your answer.
Your pain
is wasted.
For the better
expands character.
Makes you stronger.
For there's
a lesson
in the pain.
A justification.

Unreserved Trust

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

We question God,
when His answer
isn't what we expected.
For you don't understand.
Though God
knows your needs,
For He knows
what to provide
to fill them.
For you need
to remember,
That God's
in control.
Not the enemy.
For He's
working out
His plan.
Just be patient.
So, have faith.
Endeavor to
trust Him.

Blessings In Dark Places

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

For when in
a dark place,
We question God.
For we don't
understand why.
Know though,
The dark places
are a part
of God's master plan.
For being
in a dark place
brings growth.
For which you'll
become a stronger person.
To handle
life's trials
with faith.
Not fear.
For in
the dark places,
You'll be unhappy.
Uncomfortable.
Though,
after coming
through the process,
You'll be transformed.
For in
dark places,
Blessings are found.

Wings Of A Warrior

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

For I bow down
and pick up my shield.
To prepare for battle.
To do God's will.
Have unfathomable faith.
Release fear.
For the enemy
will soon
be here.
Stand strong.
Say a prayer.
For I have
the wings of a warrior.

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for showing me that I have the wings of a warrior.

Unshattered Hope

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

As tears
collect
on my face,
I wonder,
Why cry due to past regrets?
For you can't
change them.
Realize for you did
learn from your mistakes.
Be careful.
Be cautious.
When making decisions.
Always remember,
Pain means growth.
Always remember,
I have
unshattered hope.

Life's Crossroads

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

When faced with
life choices.
Life decisions.
Do we embrace it?
Or, Do we fear it?
You need
a new chapter
in your life.
A new beginning.
For the fear
leaves you frozen.
The road to new
opportunities are opened.
When standing
at life's crossroads,
Be standing in faith.

Wait Don't Worry

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

For our problems
can sometimes
seem too much.
Too painful.
Even though
there's no sound.
The silence
is deafening.
For then
we pray
to God,
for an answer.
God's reply,
Wait don't worry
my child.
For pain deflected.

Forever In God's Grace

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

In my past
due to questionable thinking,
My actions caused
negative consequences.
Though through
the pain I endured,
I learned
many valuable lessons.
For in
times of trouble,
I was always protected.
For I know I am,
Forever in God's grace.

God Opens Doors

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

Looking everywhere
for an answer
for a solution.
But, are blocked
on all 4 sides.
No way out.
Nowhere to run.
But, remember,
God never leaves
you trapped
and alone.
For when
one way
doesn't work.
Try another.
For when
you think,
God's not listening.
God opens doors.

Reach For The Stars

Volume 10:  Through The Darkness

We all have
a dream
a passion,
that we love.
But, are told
Don't dream big.
Don't dream
for the impossible.
I say,
Dream big!
Reach for the stars.

Presence

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

Up above
hidden from
your view,
A presence
you feel.
Though
no one
is near.
You're sad and confused.
With your emotions so real.
Kneeling to pray,
You say,
God help me!
I feel so alone!
God says,
No, you're not.
I'm right here.

Heart Protected

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

Alone by
my own choice.
For you
can't trust
just anyone.
People lie
to deceive
on a daily basis.
So have to
stay on guard.
Take peoples word
with a grain of salt.
For you need
your heart protected.

Through The Darkness

Volume 10: Through The Darkness

As I sit
in an unlit room,
I think
of memories
that cant be undone.
For the struggle
is hard to overcome.
I know
my fight
will be
a victorious one.
For through
the darkness,
I will become whole.

Prosperity

Volume 9: Carrying Faith Through Fear

Life problems
weigh us down,
like a brick
dropped in qicksand.
Always worrying
about everything.
From a headache
to a heartbreak.
From a
checkbooks positive
to a negatve balance.
Kneel down
and pray
to receive.
God will
take you,
from the problem
to prosperity.

For God Lifted Me Up

Volume 9: Carrying Faith Through Fear

Searching for
the meaning
of life trials,
with tears
a streaming.
For what's
the reason
for my heart breaking?
For so
I suppose,
lessons need
to be learned.
Mistakes need mending.
I have fallen.
Though now
I am standing.
For God lifted me up:
From heartbreak
To healing.

Survivor

Volume 9: Carrying Faith Through Fear

Many tears
has fallen,
For my past
has been filled
with darkness.
Searching for
the light,
seemed like
a forever task.
But, for when
the light appeared.
I arose
from broken dreams
to a glorious reality.
For a survivor
is now standing.
For the survivor
is me.

Carrying Faith Through Fear

Volume 9: Carrying Faith Through Fear

The weight
isn't heavy.
It's light
as a feather.
Though the tunnel
is long,
with only darkness
as my guide.
For my insecurities
try to trick
my mind.
But, I have
to look beyond
the darkness,
in order
to see
the light.
For carrying
faith through fear,
is my
only option.

Dreams Unfolding

Volume 8: Endless Possibilities

When I lay
down to sleep,
I pray my dreams
to become a reality.
For my dreams
may seem unrealistic.
But, for me
I know,
That one morning
I will awake,
with my dreams unfolding.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Is This An Opportunity?

Volume 8: Endless Possibilities

I read some information
that seems legit,
So, I'm trying
to figure out,
Should I go for it?
This might not
be for real.
For I need
to investigate
and check the details.
So, to see if this
is really
an opportunity.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Endless Possibilities

Volume 8: Endless Possibilities

Do I have
a limited amount
of choices for what
to do with my life?
For I have been told?
Not to dream big,
Not to think
outside the box.
But, for that
cannot be true.
For that belief,
Why have
a dream at all?
For me,
I see
endless possibilities.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

My Future

Volume 8: Endless Possibilities

Looking through
the mirror
into another world,
visualizing what
my dreams could hold.
Praying for good fortune,
for the past has not
been so positive for me.
Trying to believe
that with
a clean slate,
I can have
what my heart wants.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Inside My Soul

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

For deep down
when I am alone,
I am numb.
But, content
with my thoughts.
For my thoughts
I can dream.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Am I Enough?

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

For my smile
seems real,
so the truth
won't seep through.
For my laughter
seems rehearsed.
For hidden inside,
My emotions
My pain.
Wondering:
Am I Enough?
But, I then remember:
Always Keep fighting
is within me.
So, I am enough.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, and Misha Collins for their I Am Enough Campaign.

Forever Reaching

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

In the despair
of lost hope.
Though the dreams
will not fade.
For I know
that strong will
brings them to pass.
For forever reaching
wins over negativity.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Dreams Not Departed

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

For our inspirations in life
that keep our dreams alive.
Should never be compromised.
Make your plans.
Set your goals.
For dreams not departed
is what makes it come true.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

In The Moment

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

For we are told
to live in the present,
not in the past.
Or, in distress
over our future.
But, for me,
that's as hard,
as holding my breath
and trying to breathe.
For living in the moment
doesn't steal the joys of today.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Through The Silence

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

Not a word
to be spoken.
Not a sound
to be heard.
For through the silence,
bring the fears to bay.
Though, my voice
is still heard.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Daylight Darkness

Volume 7: Following Of Fears

Though light
guides our path
to safe harbors.
The dark clouds,
of hidden negativity
changes the direction.
For with the hope
the sun will shine,
to clear away the dark
and turn into light.
For we wait
with anticipation,
for sunrise.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This volume is dedicated to
Jared Padalecki, Jensen
Ackles, Misha Collins, and
Mark Sheppard and to all
of those involved in the You
Are Not Alone Campaign.

Power Through Pain

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

In anticipation
for amnesia
to unfold.
The scars
on your heart,
are covered
by the lies
you believe.
For protecting it is vital,
Or, so you think.
For there is
power through pain,
and a time to heal.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Whisper Within You

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

You absorb
what others say,
taking it to heart.
For you wear it
on your sleeve.
Believe no lies,
For they can't
see the way.
Be still.
The whisper
within you:
You're strong.
Is the truth.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Silent Strength

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

For our silence
is thoughts
left unspoken.
For our emotions
may seem concealed,
but, still remain.
For our society,
depression equals sympathy.
You have no reason to be sad.
You just want attention.
For they don't view your pain.
Lies within us
to be defeated.
For this doesn't make me weak.
For it makes me stronger.
To always keep fighting.
To always be a warrior.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign. This poem was published in Trumpets to Heaven.

Silent Connection

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

Tears cried,
pain kept inside.
For my heart
is broken.
Leaving words
left unspoken.
For upon heaven,
Pray for
a silent connection.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Even I, Can Succeed

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

For we all,
have a dream
in life,
a passion,
for which we love.
But, I'm told,
for me,
that's impossible.
For your
mind is damaged,
So, How can
you even think?
For they see me
with no hope.
So, when I
prove them wrong.
That anyone,
even me,
can make
my dream
become a reality.
For my mind,
works differently
from yours,
Doesn't mean
that I can't
live my dream.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Hope For Tomorrow

Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow

For this is my story...

Childhood memories,
filled with nightmares,
not dreams.
Anxiety and depression,
took hold of me.
Living the life
of a wild child,
darkened my world.
For drunken blackouts
soon followed.
Years of lies I believed.
Denial was
my only friend.
Then though,
realized,
that friend
was destroying me.
So, sobered up
to reality.
Starting taking
meds to
calm my mind.
My thoughts.
For then I met,
not just people,
but, heroes.
For they brought
peace into my world.
Was not alone,
battling with my
mental illness.
For my heroes,
Understood,
Did not judge.
Even though,
I will
always stuggle
with my
mental illness.
My heroes.
My SPN family.
Gave me
The strength.
The courage.
And still are.
To always
keep fighting,
There's hope
for tomorrow.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is a special dedication to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign. My Volume 6: Hope For Tomorrow is dedicated to Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles for their Always Keep Fighting Campaign. Also, this poem a special dedication to the cast of the show Supernatural and to my SPN family which I hold you all close to my heart. 💓

The Weak Are Strong

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

All your life,
people look at
you and laugh.
For they see you,
as helpless
as a failure.
Only looking at,
Your tears
Your pain.
For they never
stopped to think,
that inside you
is a warrior.
Ready to face
any adversity
head on.
Any battle.
For we're
standing strong,
Never giving up,
For We'll
Always Keep Fighting!

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to
Jared Padalecki and Jensen
Ackles for their Always
Keep Fighting Campaign.

Peace Through Pain

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

When depressed,
I just think of you.
When you cry,
I cry too.
I never
feel alone,
For you're
always near.
Worries can wait.
For we'll
figure it out.
We have
work to do.
I can remember,
When we first met.
Your smiling faces,
made my heart swell.
How you always,
found the positive
in the negative.
How strong,
the love
of family
you have.
I know that,
We will
have peace,
When we
are done.
For Sam and Dean,
Carry on
my wayward son.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to
the Supernatural cast,
my SPN family, Jared
Padalecki, Jensen Ackles,
Misha Collins, Jim Beaver,
Felicia Day, and Mark
Sheppard. I hold
Supernatural close to my
heart. I love the whole cast.

Even Through Your Tears

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

With s stream,
of water
running down,
You wonder,
When will
my nightmare end?
You've been told,
that your trials
will come
and pass.
But, the pain
in your heart,
Feels nailed
to your chest.
In knowing,
changing your
pain to strength
is possible.
Even through
your darkness.
Even through
your tears.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Battle In The Mind

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

The struggle
gets stronger,
with each
passing day.
Your torn between
faith and fear.
For your nightmares
seem so real.
Though,
This battle
can be won.
For we have
to let go
and let people in.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Breaking The Silence

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

Your told
to be quiet,
When you want
to speak up.
You're made to
feel worthless,
When you
should feel proud.
For you made it
through another day.
For the people
will listen,
to what we
have to say.
For we will
speak up,
and break
the silence.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Tears Of Victory

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

Your tears fall,
with no hands
to catch them.
You see a light
through the darkness.
But, have to
remain silent,
For you'll
be called a freak.
Though,
Your tears
aren't in vain.
For they are
tears of victory.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

On Bended Knee

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

On bended knee,
with tears falling
down my face.
Dear God,
Can you hear me?
Need a sign
from above.
Need to feel worthy
of your love.
For I have faith.
But, I have many,
questions about,
the decisions
that you make.
Knowing I have
to hold on.
Have to be brave.
Waiting here
for you,
to tell me,
which path
I should take.
Waiting here,
on bended knee.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Courage

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

For her tears,
which fall
like rain.
For her heart
which is broken,
like shattered glass.
Though, in her agony,
she finds strength.
Dried tears
mended glass.
For she knows,
that trials of life,
Can arrive
then depart
in a blink of an eye.
Her arising new day,
will bring a new beginning.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Battle Cry

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

It may appear
I'm the only one here.
I may seem quiet.
But, I'm really praying.
My enemies think,
that they,
will easily win.
But, my enemies,
will soon,
be very surprised,
When they hear
my battle cry.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

We Will Carry On

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

We all make mistakes,
so, don't care
what others think.
It's their problem,
not yours.
Just believe in yourself.
Know that you are
an awesome person.
And the storms of life
will come and go.
And remember,
That you're not alone.
God will help
you carry on.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Heavenly Connected

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

With no answer
to my prayers,
I assumed that
God didn't care.
For I worried,
Did he not
receive them?
For only
silence heard.
But, I have
to believe,
and have faith.
That God
is telling me
that I have to wait.
For I am still
heavenly connected.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Promises

Volume 5: The Weak Are Strong

As I stand,
As I pray,
then I kneel
down before you,
and wait.
Listening for
your word,
Your promises.
Knowing in
your time,
You'll move
that mountain,
to reveal the rainbow.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Growing Through Trials

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

You cry.
You shake your head,
and wonder why.
Why do we face
such difficult problems?
For you don't understand.
You don't see the point.
The point is:
There is a lesson
to be learned
with every problem
that we endure.
For we are
growing through trials,
When the lesson
is learned.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Satan You Are Done

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

As I stand,
on the battleground,
I am waiting,
patiently,
for my enemy.
My armor of God
is shining brightly,
in the sun.
When my enemy appears,
For I am smart,
I have the
word of God
in my heart.
And when I
speak God's word,
satan is bound.
For satan,
You're done.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Stillness

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

Surrounded by stillness,
My trials are frozen.
For a moment in time,
turmoil is tamed.
Peace replaces problems.
For in the
eye of the storm,
I am.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Divine Timing

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

You say your prayers,
and go to sleep.
When morning comes,
Your answers
can't be seen.
You ask God,
Where are they?
I need them now!
I can't wait!
And God says,
I use my timetable,
not yours.
So, understand,
That it's
my divine timing,
that you're
waiting for.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

God Will Provide

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

When your clothes
need replaced,
A tailor will dress you.
When you cry from hunger,
You will not starve.
A six course meal
will not be far.
When your finances
can't be seen,
God will open up
a bank account,
in your name.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Trying To Hold On

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

God,
I'm holding fast,
to my faith,
waiting for you
to catch me.
I'm at the end of my rope.
And yes.
I have already tied a knot in it.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Time

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

God,
I know that you
intervene in your time,
not mine.
Time is not
that important to you.
Because your timing
is always perfect.
Never to early.
Never to late.
But, for me,
one day can seem like a year.
So, I'm praying,
that your timing
will soon meet mine.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

God's Battle

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

People bring pain,
so, forgiveness,
can feel impossible.
But, your not
fighting people,
only darkness.
So, forgive them.
It's God's battle,
not yours.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

God Opens A Window

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

When you are a child,
people ask you,
What do you want to be
when you grow up?
You say,
I don't know.
I will wait and see.
When you grow up,
and ask yourself,
Now,
What do I want to be?
Then you chose your career,
with the plan to succeed.
But, when you don't,
You say,
Now,
What will become of me?
But, remember,
When a door closes,
God opens a window.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Stay Strong

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

When they slap your face,
turn the other cheek.
When they knock you down,
get back up.
When they tell a lie on you,
it is alright,
Because God knows the truth.
When they put you in jail,
Call God,
And you will post your bail.
Your enemies
will never prevail!

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Satan, You think, That You Have Forbidden Me?

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

Satan,
You think,
that you have forbidden me?
To speak?
To have peace?
To live free?
Satan,
You only think,
that you have.
Fo you only see
in the natural realm.
But, I see differently.
In the spiritual realm,
Your " forbidden"
had already been terminated.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

The Cross

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

What do you see,
when look at the cross?
The one,
Jesus was crucified on.
Do you see,
just a cross
made of wood?
Or, Do you see a cross
that Jesus shed
his blood on
to pay for our sins?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Answer To All Of Your Problems

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

When you have problems,
do not try
to figure out
the answers.
You need to look
in the holy bible.
Believe Gods promises,
because God
will never forsake you.
For his promises
will answer
all of your problems.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Wait Upon The Lord

Volume 4: Growing Through Trials

You sit and wonder,

when the time is near.
You will know,
when you hear,
the trumpets blow.
Bur, until then,
Wait upon the Lord,
because he is
coming back soon.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Rise Above The Clouds

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

Life is full of trials.
So, How do we respond?
Do we let them defeat us?
Or, Do we use courage to win?
We need to use faith,
and pray,
and never back down,
Because we can always look up,
and rise above the clouds.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Hurry Up And Wait

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

You say to God,

Take my problems away!
God says,
Now listen closely,
to what I have to say.
I hear all of your prayers,
that you send up to me.
But, sometimes,
You need to understand,
that I am,
working out a plan.
For even tbough,
you don't know it,
This plan is more
than just a dream.
So, You need to be patient.
But, You are free,
to make your own choice.
So, You can tell me to hurry up.
But, You are hurrying me up,
to just have to wait.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem was published in Famous Poets of the Heartland.

Always Pray

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

Do you just pray
when things are
slipping away?
Always pray,
because God wants
to hear from you.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

God Knows

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

You think your secrets
are safe.
You think that no one
knows the sins
that you have made.
But, there is one person
that knows everything
thst we say and do.
He quietly is observing us
hidden from our view.
Who could this person be?
God knows,
For this person is he.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Can I Believe What You Say?

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

I am asking you a question.
So, Why are you looking away?
What is it
that you will not say?
I see that you
are nervous,
and the word guilty
is written all over your face.
So, Can I believe
what you say?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Listen! God Is Speaking To You

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

You live your life
in turmoil and pain.
With noises all around you,
So, you cannot even think.
You need to go,
where there is no existence
to be found.
So, you can listen closely,
because God is speaking to you.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

For His Glory

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

While you are waiting
for God to answer your prayers,
your patience is scarce.
But, know now,
that God does care.
God will answer your prayers,
in his time,
not yours.
God will answer your prayers,
in your favor,
and for his glory.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Jesus Rose

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

The Jews pride and ignorance,
kept them from believing,
that Jesus came to show us
how to live Gods way.
So, They tortured Jesus
and nailed him to a cross.
But, after Jesus died,
Then he rose.
The non-believers,
became believers that day.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

I Am Still Standing

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

As a tear,
rolls down my cheek,
I remember,
everything that I have said
and done in my life.
I know that I cannot
change the past,
so, I have to move on.
And realize,
that these trials
that I have faced,
Is what has strengthened me.
I am still standing,
Because of God's amazing grace.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Do Not Waver On The Fence

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When you waver on the fence,
between trust and doubt,
remember this,
God loves you,
even if you do not love yourself.
God bottles your every tear.
God is there waiting to help you.
But, You have to believe,
Or, You will bind his hands,
and he cannot help you.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Gods Loves You

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When you feel like
no one loves you,
and you feel alone,
just wishing,
for someone to hold.
Do not forget,
that God loves you
more than anyone could.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Have Hope And Believe

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When a situation in my life
does not go as I had arranged,
I do not get discouraged,
I stop and pray.
God says, "Hold on!"
"Just Wait!"
The situation will
come to pass
in my favor,
If I have hope
and believe.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Hold On To Hope

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When you feel helpless
and you don't know
what to do,
don't despair!
Just hold on to hope,
and God will see you through.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Surrounded By Angels

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

If you feel a presence
and no one is there,
don't be scared.
Feel safe and know
that someone cares.
You are surrounded by angels.
So, find comfort in knowing,
that are angels
will always be there.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Miracles Do Come True

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When you pray
and ask God for a need,
do not worry
or, be afraid.
Just have patience,
and wait,
because miracles do
come true
right out of the blue.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

When God Is Silent

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

When you pray,
God is silent.
Do not worry.
God has not forgotten you.
When God is silent,
trust him,
hang in there,
and wait on him.
God is silent.
But, he is not still.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to
Mr. Charles F. Stanley. He
inspired me to write this
poem.

Heaven

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

In heaven there is,
no sadness,
no sadness,
no death.
Heaven is an amazing
place to be.
Heaven is a place
of serenity.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Storm

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

The wind blows wild.
The sky grows dark.
You fear the unknown.
Your heart almost stops.
But, remember,
The storm always gets worse,
before it gets better.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

They Will Never Be Forgotten

Volume 3: Rise Above The Clouds

No one could have ever imagined
such a day.
One minute everything is clear,
and the next minute,
black smoke is all that you can see.
It is extremely sad
that nearly 3,000 innocent people
lost their lives
on September 11, 2001.
The first responders,
The firefighters,
And all the other heroes,
risked their lives to save
all of those people
In The Twin Towers.
Our hearts and prayers
go out to all of their families.
We should always remember this day,
Because even though,
They are in heaven now,
They will never be forgotten.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

This poem is dedicated to
the lives that were lost on
September 11, 2001.

The Inner Soul

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You cannot see it
for it is hidden deep below.
Everyone is supposed
to have one.
But, How do they know?
How does it feel
to have an inner soul?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Do They Hear?

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You speak,
But, Do they hear?
You cry,
But, Do they care?
You are standing in their view,
But, Do they see you?
Do they even know
that you are there?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Where Is The Light?

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You sat alone,
with no one near.
With only the darkness to appear.
You wonder,
Where the daylight went?
and ask yourself,
Will the light reappear?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Goodbye

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

It is a word that you never want to hear.
This word one day
will always appear.
To hear goodbye
can make you cry.
Goodbye can mean, "goodbye
forever."
Goodbye can mean, "goodbye
can mean, "see you later."
Whichever, it may mean,
Remember, that in your heart,
that person really never leaves.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

What Is There Above?

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

Do you ever wonder
what is in the sky?
Do you ever think
that it could be
more than we know of?
Do you ever listen
for clues when it
is quiet outside?
Do you ever
wonder what
is there above?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Broken Promises

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You said that everything
was going to be o.k.
But, these promises
are causing me pain.
But, I am still hoping
that these seemingly
broken promises,
are not broken,
I just need to wait.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Why Do The Innocent Have To Suffer?

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

I ask the following questions
all the time.
Even though no one
has the answers.
Why do people have to die?
Why do disasters
like earthquakes happen?
Why is there floods?
Why is there famine?
Because everyone
is not guilty
of a crime.
So, Someone, Please!
Tell me why!
Why do the innocent
have to suffer?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

I Will Try To Wait On You

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

The clock is ticking.
Where are you?
I better check
my messages again,
to see if I can hear you.
Time is precious.
Time is short.
So, please!
Can you call me?
and leave me a message,
if I can't get to you.
I will try to wait on you.
But, I need to make another call..

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

No More Tears

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You are on my mind all the time.
I have been crying
looking like a fool.
So, Why am I
crying over you?
I know that you
never loved me.
I will harden my heart,
and no more tears will appear.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

No Option Exists

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You feel lost and helpless.
You feel incomplete.
You need some help.
But, no one is educated
in that field.
You try to think
of every option you can.
But, no option exists,
So, there is no plan.
You finally realize,
You are going to
have to pray,
that one day soon,
someone will come
and rescue you.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Don't Sink!

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

Be careful!
because the ground is soft.
You will not know,
until you fall.
Where is the ground hard?
We wish we knew.
Walk slowly,
and take baby steps.
And don't forget
to hold your breath.
But, most important of all,
Don't Sink!

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

What Was Your Question Even About?

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

I can hear you.
I am not ignoring
what you're saying.
I am thinking of a reply.
I will need to concentrate.
So, This could take awhile.
I will need you to leave now.
So, I can think
and try to figure out,
What was your question
even about?

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Try To Be Brave

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You feel alone and weak.
But, remember me.
I am the one who protects all
in their time of need.
For I see you,
when you are scared
and  know that
you need me.
Know that help is coming,
because I am on my way.
So, try to be brave.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Their Silent Pain

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You cannot hear their screams,
because it is muted to silence their pain.
Or, You cannot see their anguish,
because it is invisible
to protect the painless.
So, you now see,
their silent pain is deeply hidden.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson

Silent Longing

Volume 2: The Inner Soul

You miss a person
and want that person
to be near.
Their voice is muted
so you cannot hear.
The distance between
you and that person
is hard to endure.
You wish,
that somehow,
you could get
that person to hear
you whisper in their ear.
Please contact me,
because this silent longing
is too much
for me to bear.

By Lisa Loraine Henderson